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Chapter Eight
Standing in her pristine cream-and-white bedroom, Marissa was unsure of herself.
As Wrath's shellan, she could feel his pain and knew by its strength that he must have lost another of his warrior brothers.
If they'd had a normal relationship, there would be no question. She would go to him and try to ease his suffering. She would talk with him or hold him or cry with him. Warm him with her body.
Because that was what shellans did for their mates. What they got in return, too.
She glanced at the Tiffany clock on her bedside table.
He'd be heading off into the night soon. If she wanted to catch him she'd better do it now.
Marissa hesitated, not willing to fool herself. She wasn't going to be welcome.
She wished it were easier to support him, wished she knew what he needed from her. Once, a long time ago, she'd spoken with his brother Tohrment's shellan, hoping Wellsie could offer some hint as to what to do. How to behave. How to make Wrath see her as worthy of him.
After all, Wellsie had what Marissa wanted. A true mate. A male who came home to her. Who laughed and cried and shared his life with her. Who held her.
A male who stayed with her during those torturous, mercifully rare times when she was fertile. Who eased her terrible cravings with his body for as long as the needing period lasted.
Wrath did none of that for or with her. Especially not the last part. As it was, Marissa had to go to her brother for relief of her needing. Havers would put her out cold, tranquilizing her until the urges passed. The practice embarrassed them both.
She'd so hoped that Wellsie could help, but the conversation had been a disaster. The other female's pained looks and carefully couched replies had burned them both, pointing out everything Marissa didn't have.
God, she was so alone.
She closed her eyes, feeling Wrath's pain again.
She had to try to reach him. Because he was hurting. And because what else was there to her life other than him?
She sensed that he was in Darius's mansion. Taking a deep breath, she dematerialized.
Wrath slowly eased off his knees and stood up, hearing his vertebrae crack back into place. He brushed the diamonds off his shins.
There was a knock on the door, and he allowed it to open, thinking it was Fritz.
When he smelled the ocean, he tightened his lips.
"What brings you here, Marissa?" he said without turning to her. He went to the bathroom and covered himself with a towel.
"Let me wash you, my lord," she murmured. "I'll take care of your skin. I can - "
"I'm fine."
He was a fast healer. By the end of the night the cuts would barely be discernible.
Wrath walked over to the closet and looked through the clothes. He took out a black long-sleeved shirt, a pair of leather pants, and - jeez, what was this? Oh, not f**king likely. He was not going to fight in BVDs. He'd go commando before he got caught dead in those things.
The first thing he had to do was make contact with Darius's daughter. He knew he was almost out of time, because her transition was coming quick. And then he had to link up with Vishous and Phury to find out what was up with that dead lesser's leftovers.
He was about to drop the towel to get ready to roll, when it occurred to him Marissa was still in the room.
He looked over at her.
"Go home, Marissa," he said.
Her head dropped. "My lord, I can feel your p - "
"I'm perfectly fine."
She hesitated a moment. And then quietly disappeared.
Ten minutes later he came up to the drawing room.
"Fritz?" he called out.
"Yes, master?" The butler seemed pleased to have been summoned.
"Do you have some red smokes on hand?"
"Of course."
Fritz went across to an antique mahogany box. He brought the thing over, opening the lid and angling the contents outward.
Wrath took a couple of the hand-rolled cigarillos.
"If you have a taste for them, I'll get more."
"Don't bother. This is enough." Wrath wasn't into drugging, but he was willing to put the smokes to good use tonight.
"Will you be needing something to eat before you go out?"
Wrath shook his head.
"Perhaps when you return?" Fritz's voice grew small as he closed the lid.
Wrath was about to shut the old male down when he thought of Darius. D would have treated Fritz better. "Okay. Yeah. Thanks."
The butler's shoulders squared off with purpose.
Good God, he seemed to be smiling, Wrath thought.
"I shall make you lamb, master. How do you like your meat cooked?"
"Rare."
"And I'll wash your other clothes. Shall I also order you a new set of leathers?"
"Don't - " Wrath shut his mouth. "Sure. That'd be great. And, ah, could you get me some boxers? Black? XXL?"
"With pleasure."
Wrath turned away and headed for the door.
How the hell had he found himself with a servant?
"Master?"
"Yeah?" he growled.
"Take care of yourself out there."
Wrath paused and looked over his shoulder. Fritz seemed to be cradling the box against his chest.
It was goddamned weird having someone waiting for him to come home, Wrath thought.
He left the mansion and walked down the long drive to the tree-lined street. Lightning streaked across the sky, a promise of the storm that he could smell brewing to the south.
Where the hell was Darius's daughter right now?
He'd try her apartment first.
After Wrath materialized in the courtyard behind her place, he looked into her windows and returned her cat's purr of welcome with one of his own. She wasn't inside, so Wrath took a seat on the picnic table. He'd give her an hour or so, and then he was going to have to find the brothers. He could always come back at the end of the night, although given how things had gone the first time he'd come into her place, he figured waking her up at four A.M. wasn't the smartest move.
He took off his sunglasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose.
How was he going to explain what was about to happen to her? And what she'd have to do to live through the change?
He had a feeling she wasn't going to be too happy about the news flashes.
Wrath thought back to his own transition. What a goddamned mess that had been. He hadn't been prepared either, because his parents had always wanted to shelter him, and they'd died before they'd told him what to expect.
His memories came back with a terrible clarity.
London in the late seventeenth century had been a brutal place, especially for someone who was all alone in the world. His parents had been slaughtered in front of him two years before, and he'd run from his species, thinking his cowardice on that awful night was a shame only he should bear.
Whereas in vampire society he'd been nurtured and protected as the future king, he'd found the world of humans to be based largely on a physical meritocracy. For someone built as he'd been before he went through his change, that had meant he'd been on the bottom of the social rung. He'd been whip-thin then, scrawny and weak, and easy prey for human boys looking for fun. Over the course of his time in London's slums, he'd been beaten so many times he'd grown used to parts of him not working right. It was nothing new to have a leg that wouldn't bend because the kneecap had been stoned. Or to have an arm that was useless because it'd been popped out of his shoulder as he'd been dragged behind a horse.
He'd been living off garbage, squeaking by on the edge of starvation, when he'd finally found work as a servant in a merchant's stable. Wrath had cleaned shoes and saddles and bridles until the skin on his hands had cracked, but at least he'd been fed. His pallet had been in the stables, on the second-floor hayloft. It was softer than the ground he'd grown used to, but he'd never known when he'd be woken up with a kick to the ribs because some stable boy wanted to bed down a maid or two.
Back then he'd still been able to be out in the sunshine, and the dawn was the only thing in his pitiful existence that he looked forward to. To feel the warmth on his face, to draw the sweet mist into his lungs, to relish the light - these pleasures were the only ones he had, and they were dear to him. His eyesight, impaired from birth, had been poor back then but far, far better than it was now. He could still remember with aching clarity what the sun had looked like.
He'd been at the merchant's for nearly a year when everything had been turned upside down.
The night the change had come upon him, he'd fallen into his nest of hay, utterly exhausted. He'd been feeling sickly lately, struggling through his work, but that was nothing new.
