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I liked Cole. He was the type who got to do what others only thought of. Maybe because he had insane courage, or maybe because he was just reckless.But I had always considered him to be so much more alive than the rest of us. He was definitely the missing part of our team and now that we have once again reunited, I was starting to believe we’d all been given a second chance.
Still, that didn’t make things any easier for me and Bea, and it was up to me to explain things to her, ‘You see, I don’t mind sharing you with Brax or Cole. They both represent a part of me. But you want to know what I really fucking mind!? I fucking mind that you chose to sleep with him first!’ I was getting infuriated again, despite all efforts I made to contain myself, ‘I know you had a deal with Brax, but I thought what we had was much more than a deal. You could have told me. I would have understood.’
‘How was I supposed to know that you and Brax knew each other?’ There was anger in her voice... anger and a hint of distress. My little toy was beginning to work.
‘You didn’t have to know. Whoever it may have been, I would have resolved things somehow.’ She should have come to me for help. I would have given her the world.
‘I’m sorry. I was afraid to tell you everything... But on the other hand, I never lied to you. I never promised more than I could give you.’
‘Maybe you’re right. But Ineed morethan you can give me, Bea.’ I didn’t need just her body, I also needed a part of her beautiful soul. Whatever I might have thought of her, she held something good deep within, and my foolish mind was associating that with the chances of my own salvation.
‘Ferris, please. I can’t turn back the clock, but you know that I need you. I need you right now. This thing inside is killing me,’ she whined as her heels were digging into the mattress.
I didn’t care about her suffering at that moment, but I did care that she needed me. That’s all I wanted to know. I had to keep on existing for her.
I was still having trouble raising myself from the couch. My monsters hadn’t fully toned down, but her calling made it impossible for me not to join her, ‘I need you.’ Her words did something to me. It was as if she was erasing everything that had happened in the last couple of days and rewriting our road together.
I need you.A notion that was engraving itself deep within my heart, making my body respond with unlimited passion. I had to be there, fusing myself with her, replacing the fucking toy, and having my cock be the one to bring her to ecstasy.
I was heading her way when another of her sublime requests reached my ears, ‘Come to me... Ferris.’ The sound of her voice was like a fucking mermaid’s song, alluring me to fall straight back into her spell.
Without even realizing it, I was by her side, staring into those bewitching feline eyes and almost trembling with anticipation to be reunited with my queen.
‘Take it out,’ she pleaded again, asking me to remove the torturing gadget. And how could I not help her this time around when I need that place for myself.
I disposed of the device only to replace it with my length. She had gone through enough torture for the night. And so had I.
I wanted her to be free for what was to come.
Before I could properly start on her, I removed the cord that bonded her wrists. We were heading beyond sex, racing towards passion, for that undeniable feeling that would get our hearts beating as one.
I ground my teeth as she seemed incredibly tight. That, combined with my previous hard-on was making me fall prey to my own fantasies much faster than I thought. And if that wasn’t difficult enough to control, the arch of her hips as she was shuddering inside was making me lose touch with all reality.
As an effect of my gadget, she came much faster than I expected. After just a few thrusts I felt her wrapping all around me — limbs and puss, as she was trying to withstand the waves of ecstasy flushing down on her.
I found myself amused that she had succumbed so quickly, yet her words were proving to be true.
She wanted me.
She needed me.
And I couldn’t fall behind.
I drove myself against her walls, living for yanking every single moan and whine she had to give as my mouth sipped them from her lips, soothing the feeling that she had betrayed me. Because in those moments I knew that this kind of delirious ecstasy belonged only to me. I was the only one who could bring her so high above the ground.
Despite the mesmerizing moments, I realized that my own ecstasy was delayed, no matter how passionately or fiercely I was thrusting.
It had nothing to do with my body and everything to do with my conscience. I wished I didn’t have a fucking conscience in these moments, but it appeared the one I had, was interfering with my orgasm.
I started to feel bad about scaring her,and no matter how luscious her movements from beneath me might have been, I couldn’t find my release. At least not until I got to say, ‘I’m sorry.’ I engraved the words onto her lips as she was the only person I had ever apologized to. I was sorry for letting my doubts hurt her and I was sorry for not believing in her in the first place.
My kiss was answered much more fiercely than I imagined. She was kissing me with the pain of what I did combined with the lust of what she was living. A bittersweet taste that managed to extract another apology from my lips, ‘I’m sorry,’ I barely spoke out the words as we were making love, not having sex. And that was having its effects since she was trying to get away, as a new wave of unbearable pleasure was consuming her.
‘I know you are,’ she all but cried out as I was giving her the heated flickers of my elation. Though not before crashing my lips on hers, making our teeth grind from the tsunamic bliss.
I hadn’t ever fucking experienced that kind ofintensity and as my head stopped to rest upon her breasts, I wanted to make sure I would feel it again, ‘I don’t want to lose you.’
I was letting my darkest fears come to life and as if she was meant to reinforce them,she never answered.
