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My alerts go up and I try again. When there’s no response, I call King’s house. Martha picks up after a few beeps. “Hello?”
“It’s me. Nathaniel. Is Gwyneth there?”
“She left about two hours ago, said she was meeting you at City Hall.”
Fuck. Fuck!
Something hot and furious wraps a noose around my neck as the ominous feeling I experienced this morning rises from the background and fills the horizon. It’s red now—the horizon, my vision, the entire fucking scene.
I loosen my tie. “Did you check her room, Martha? How about the wine cellar? The closets? Plural.”
“She got into her car and left, sir.”
“Did you see her? Are you sure?”
“Yes, I did. I even gave her a water bottle so she could stay hydrated.” She hesitates, her voice dropping a little. “Is something the matter?”
Yes, something’s the fucking matter. If she left two hours ago, she should’ve been here a long time ago.
A thousand scenarios explode in my head, none of them pleasant. In fact, each one is more dangerous than the previous, bloodier, uglier.
I ask Martha to call me if Gwyneth returns and then hang up.
When Kingsley had an accident, I suspected this would happen. I just knew that she’d somehow be too overwhelmed and would do what she does best.
But I saw her talk to Susan like she owned the world. I saw the determination and the need to protect her father at all costs and that blurred my vision, in a way. It blurred my vision of who Gwyneth actually is and what she does.
She hides.
She goes in so deep that it’s impossible to find her unless she crawls out of whatever hideout spot she’s in. And something tells me she doesn’t want to be found right now.
My hand flexes around the phone and I curse under my breath.
But I will fix it.
I will find her.
I’ll make Gwyneth visible.
9
Gwyneth
Ihaven’t slept all night.
And that’s sort of a problem because I become jittery and a bit neurotic when I don’t sleep.
Insomnia and I aren’t strangers, especially since I didn’t manage to completely desensitize myself to that word. It might be written in a red Sharpie because it’s one of the words I struggle with the most.
Along withdeath.
I think I also need to addmoving onto the red list because I can’t do that. I’m supposed to, Ihaveto, but my mind is stuck in a different type of loop that I can’t escape.
So I spent the night in the closet. I wanted to stay with Dad, but Nate said in that stern voice of his to “go home and get some sleep” because tomorrow—today—is a big day. He didn’t voice the last part, but I figured it out on my own.
However, I couldn’t just get some sleep. Not even after I blasted Twenty One Pilots on my headphones and exhausted myself by dancing. Not even when I swallowed like three sleeping pills. Or maybe it was five. I lost count somewhere.
My mind was definitely not shutting down. Usually, Dad makes me some herbal tea—with vanilla flavor—and reads me a story as if I’m a little girl. He puts on some soothing music and stays by my side until I fall asleep.
