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“Jane!” Gwen snaps her fingers in front of my face.
“Uh…yeah?”
She observes me with those colorful eyes that seem to be in a world all of their own. “You’re not eating or listening. Are you feeling unwell?”
If being on the verge of hyperventilating is unwell, then sure, I think I’m one stage beyond that. Maybe I’m close to having a panic attack. Otherwise, why is Gwen blurring and why the hell is that lady still looking at me?
Maybe it’s one of the men in disguise so I won’t suspect them. Maybe they’ll jump in front of me, like in my scariest nightmares, and tell me the fun is over.
“Jane?” It’s Chris who calls my name this time.
“I…I’m fine.”
“Are you sure?” He runs a hand in front of my face. “You look pale.”
“And you’re trembling.” Gwen motions at my fingers that are clutching the fork and knife, and yup, they’re flat out shaking.
Is this how I’m going to be in public for the rest of my life? A pale, trembling mess who can’t get a hold of her life?
No. I already have control of my life. I’m my own person now.
“Yeah,” I say in a more assertive voice, slowly trying to erase the woman and the rest of the restaurant from my peripheral vision.
Gwen and Chris’s presence helps, because I can use them as crutches.
I feel bad for calling them that, even in my head, but I really wouldn’t have anyone to hold on to if they weren’t here.
“Did you even hear a word we said?” Gwen asks.
“Of course. Chris was taunting you about Nathaniel.”
Gwen’s face turns red and she plays with her spoon on her plate. She’s really not subtle at all about anything Nathaniel. He’s eighteen years older than her and is her father’s best friend and partner. Oh, and her boss, whom she always complains about being too stern, but all of that seems null and void to her. Like none of those obstacles exist and her feelings for him make complete sense.
It’s been about two weeks since she started her internship and those feelings seem to be getting stronger every day.
And the worst part is, Nathaniel is the most stoic, aloof person I know. He’s cold to a fault and seems to be a working machine, so I’m worried that her feelings won’t be returned.
I never thought I’d worry about anyone else besidesBabushkaand my cousin, but Gwen is the type who jumps in front of you and gives you no choice but to become friends with her.
And the best part? She didn’t choose to be friends with just anyone, even though she could have. This cheerful, albeit a little weird, girl chose me.
Not anyone else.Me.
The knowledge of that makes me feel special in a warm, fuzzy way.
“First of all, it’s Nate. You’re the only one who calls him Nathaniel, Jane. Second of all, Chris is jealous that I’m interning with the managing partner of W&S.”
“I have nothing to be jealous about since I’m interning with the rising star of W&S, Knox. The same Knox you wanted to intern with but couldn’t.”
Gwen slams her cup on the table. “It’s not that I couldn’t. It’s that Nate was being difficult.”
“Whatever. I’m with Knox and we’re having so much fun with the Bell case while you rot in corporate law.”
She pokes him with the spoon. “No need to rub it in.”
Chris pokes her back. “I totally will. This will look so good on my law school application.”
“And so will all the large corporate cases I’m doing with Nate.”
