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"That's right you didn't know. God, how could I have been so stupid to let this happen?" he crowed. He ran his fingers roughly through his hair and turned his gaze to the ceiling.
"You had no way of knowing this was going to happen either," she muttered defensively. This was not her fault. He couldn't blame this on her even in his anger. She knew that there was no way that he could have known that something like this was going to happen to his club. This had never happened before. Even if he wanted to claim that it was because he had always been there, she knew better. This had been chance…a fluke. It just happened that he had been out of the state, but it could have happened to anyone.
"Yeah, well, it wouldn't have happened if I'd been there," he growled refusing to hear reason.
"I'm sorry Ramsey," she said weakly unable to process anything else. There was nothing left for her to say. It wasn't her fault, but she did still feel bad about what had happened to him.
"Sorry isn't going to save all of this. I just…I just need to get back into town. I'm going to go catch the red eye or find a private plane," he said beginning to meander through the now crowded room as everyone prepared for the final countdown to take them into the new year.
"You're leaving now?" she asked flabbergasted rushing behind him.
"The sooner I get there, the sooner I can piece this all together."
"But you can't fix anything tonight," she reminded him. Her panic level was swiftly increasing the farther they traversed the room. She couldn't have him leave. There was no reason to leave yet, especially since he couldn't do anything about what had happened. By the time he caught a flight everything would be over with.
"I can't wait until the morning," he grumbled pushing aside a couple that was lost in each other's eyes.
"But Ramsey, it's almost midnight," she said as they stopped in front of the elevators. She knew she sounded desperate by now. He was going to leave her before the clock struck twelve. She could feel it in her bones. She understood his urgency to get out of town, but she couldn't process him leaving with only a minute left before New Years.
"I can't be here any longer. Just…understand," he said stooping low and kissing her cheek. The kiss was rushed. It barely brushed against her skin before he pulled back and pressed the button for the elevator.
"Just a kiss on the cheek?" she asked her face stricken with concern. She couldn't figure out how the night had changed so dramatically that he wouldn't even kiss her. The elevator door dinged open and he stuck his hand out to keep it from closing.
She stepped forward into him not letting him leave without a proper good bye. She knew he was obviously directing more irritation at her then was necessary. Grasping her more tightly than usual, he pulled her flush against him and planted a kiss on her lips. She came up gasping, her hips already sore from his forcefulness.
"I'll call you in the morning," he told her stepping into the elevator; his eyes already distracted.
"Good bye," she called as the doors closed between them.
Lexi walked helplessly back into the crowded room to the chanting countdown. As the clock struck midnight, she glanced around at all the happy couples moved forward to receive their first kiss of the New Year…a kiss she never received.
Making a beeline for the bar, she downed the first drink that was put in front of her, grimacing at the taste of Jack Daniels on her tongue. Pouring the remainder of the contents down her throat, she returned the glass to the bartender and wandered over to a vacant table. Several minutes later, she felt a presence next to her and a voice spoke up asking her, "Is this seat taken?"
Glancing up sullenly, Lexi noticed Adam. "Nope."
He sat down next to her and waited a minute before saying anything. "Where's Ramsey?"
"He left."
"Where to?" he asked mirroring her short sentences.
"Home."
"To your place?"
"To Atlanta."
"Oh."
"Yeah."
"Sorry."
"No need."
"Lexi," he asked drawing her attention back to his face. "Are you going to be alright?"
"My boyfriend just left me before I got a New Years kiss, and I don't know if we're going to be alright. How would you be?"
"Good point," he reasoned. "Personally, I think you'll be just fine. He'd be an idiot to leave you."
A small smile touched her lips. "Thanks."
"And as for that New Years kiss," he began leaning forward. "I think it's acceptable to have someone fill in when you're down and out like this."
Her brows furrowed together in surprise at his nearness. "Uh Adam?"
"Yea?" he asked staring deeply into her eyes.
"I don't…what about Chyna?" she asked her breathing remaining level as she waited for his response.
"I'm sure she would allow it for your expense," he told her leaning just a fraction of an inch closer. She took a deep breath knowing that this was her moment. There was always a moment, and either you could take it or not. Her mind was whirring to life as she felt him approaching her. She turned her face just a fraction of an inch as he moved closer brushing his lips against her cheek and pulling away quickly.
When she looked back into his handsome face, his smile was nothing but sweet and friendly. He didn't hold the lust and desire that she was accustomed to seeing in a man's eyes especially after being so close to her. He just looked as if he really felt bad for her, and wanted her to get just one thing to make her happy again.
She touched her fingertips to cheek and smiled back at him. She couldn't resist it. "Thanks," she said tucking a lock of hair behind her ear. "I…appreciate you trying to help."
"Of course. I'm going to get back to Chyna. Are you going to be alright?" he asked helping her to her feet.
"Yeah I think I am."
"Hey," he muttered drawing her attention back to his face. "If you ever need anything Lex, I'm here for you."
Lexi nodded not even having the energy to tell him not to call her that. She left the party taking Chyna's town car without a second thought. She hadn't brought money for a cab, because she had been expecting to be with Ramsey. She was so lost in her thoughts that she hardly even noticed when she was dropped off at her apartment.
