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I sat tall in my seat and wrote.
Doubtful.
His lids lowered to half-mast. “What is it that you doubt? That you’d want sex or that I could fulfill your needs? Because I’d be happy to prove you wrong on both counts.”
I felt the touch of his gaze drift across my chest and down my body like a physical touch. It made me feel vulnerable. Like this man could get anything he wanted from me and leave me a shell of a woman. I had to be strong. I couldn’t afford to let him think I was a weak pushover. My father already controlled every aspect of my life. I didn’t want to set that same precedent with my husband-to-be.
Sex with your wife? How could I refuse such a romantic offer?
His eyes sparked, then darkened. “You asked about a lover. I assumed we were talking aboutfucking, Noemi, not love.”
That word on his lips followed by my name sent a skittering heat through my veins. This man was sin incarnate. Temptation and danger so intertwined that it was impossible to separate the two. What would it mean to be bound to a man like him? Heartbreak. Madness.
What if I refused the match? How would my father respond?
Fear unlike any I’d known clenched tight around my throat.
I might end up brokenhearted, but at least with Conner, I’d be alive. As far as I could tell, my best bet would be to marry him but keep my heart securely locked away. I would be free of my father and could work toward saving Sante as well.
I settled the tremor in my hand and wrote.
I’ll accept the marriage, but don’t ask any more of me.
Again, the tension in the room crackled to life.
“You have another man in your life?” Conner asked with a menacing calm.
I wasn’t sure why he was asking. He’d made it clear we weren’t to expect fidelity from one another.
I shook my head.
His chest expanded as he slowly sat back, finally giving me space to breathe. “Then we have a deal.” He stood, holding out his hand for mine.
Not wanting to be rude when I’d only just accepted his proposal, I placed my hand in his, biting back a gasp at the zing of electricity that lit my nerve endings from my hand all the way to my belly. The second I was on my feet, I pulled away from his touch. He was too much. Too consuming and disorienting.
I caught a glimpse of a smirk from the corner of my eye.
Jerk. He knew how he affected me and probably every other warm-blooded woman on the planet. Even worse, he used it to manipulate. To exercise power over his hapless victims. But not me. I refused. I wouldn’t be putty in his hands to be played with, then ignored.
I surged ahead, leading the way into the living room, where my father and Sante stood talking to one another.
“I believe everything is in order,” Conner announced from behind me.
“Wonderful,” my father crooned. “Tomorrow, we can begin to hash out the details.”
Conner extended a hand, the two shaking firmly as if closing a deal on a sale of cattle. That was all this was. My hopes and dreams meant no more than the breeding ability of livestock. It was appalling, but when Dad closed the door behind Conner, and I was once again pinned beneath my father’s murderous stare, I knew marriage was my only option.
I wasn’tone to shy away from sin. In fact, I was rather fond of several of the deadliest sort, but envy had never been much of a problem. Until now. The thought of Noemi fucking another man had turned my insides as green as her jade-speckled eyes.
What if I wanted a lover?
Jesus. Just recalling her question made my skin crawl with the need to lash out. I’d told her she could do whatever she wanted, but that was bullshit. Not once she was mine. Not if I still felt this cloying sense of need that I couldn’t fucking shake. It had been two damn days since dinner at her house, and I couldn’t get those fuck-me lips out of my brain.
Even worse, I’d begun to wonder how her voice had sounded before, back when she could speak.
She was Italian, for Christ’s sake. I shouldn’t have given two shits about her, let alone daydreamed about how dirty words would sound falling from her lips. And the very last thing I should have been doing was following her around like a fucking puppy. Yet here I was, sitting at her usual coffee shop, waiting for her to arrive like a trained golden retriever.
Fuck me.
