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He brushes my hand away and gently soothes the scrape. I can hardly feel it; I barely feel anything but exhaustion at the moment.
“It’s nothing,” I tell him and he glances at me, but then back at my shoulder.
“Beds are better,” he says with a small smile, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “Did you like it?” he asks me.
“Dean, you have no idea what I’d let you do to me.” I shake my head and feel embarrassed by how quickly and honestly I responded. I should know better.
“Is that why you think you’re no good? Because you like it hard?”
“Not just hard.”
“Brutal, anal, gangbang, rape fantasy, what?” He says the words like they’re no big deal. Maybe to him, they aren’t. Some people, though … some people use them to hurt others. “How fucking bad do you go, Allie Cat?” he asks me and I hesitate. So much is threatening to spill out. My heart’s racing and my hands are feeling clammy.
“It’s not as easy as me just picking a fantasy and you deliver,” I tell him, watching my hands as I pick at my fingernails.
“Sure it is. Unless it’s a gangbang situation you’re after. It’s going to be hard for me to fill that order by my lonesome.”
I snicker and slowly shake my head, finally peeking up at him.
“I like to fuck,” he says as he leans in closer to me. “And I’ll tell you a little secret,” he whispers as he lowers his lips to my ear. “I’ve done dirtier shit and loved it.”
“Like what?” I ask him instantly, desperate to know.
“I’ve used rope before,” he finally answers before reaching for his soda and taking a drink. My eyes lift to his, willing him to continue. “I like having control. So long as I have that, I can push the boundaries. I can chase you down, pin you beneath me. You need to tell me what you want, but if you think you’re oh so bad, little kitten, I can assure you that you’re not.”
He has no idea that he’s the one playing with fire, not me.
“I just like …” I pause but force myself to look him in the eyes as I continue, “to fight back.” It’s a secret I haven’t told anyone else. I want to play. I want to push my limits. I haven’t met someone I could do it with. Not until Dean.
“You didn’t fight me much out there,” he responds, and a spark of desire ignites within me.
“Did you want me to?” I ask him and he shrugs in response, picking at the fries on his plate.
“I don’t care how I fuck you so long as I get to,” he answers me with a slowly growing smirk on his face.
I find it hard to focus. To eat. To do anything other than think about how much Dean could push me, and how I could push him right back.
DEAN
She’s a little kitten, my Allie Cat. She thinks she’s so dirty and bad, but really she just likes rough and hard sex. It’s cute. Well, as long as she listens it’s cute. As long as she stays where she belongs.
The first step after dinner was to take a look at the kind of porn she’s into. She can get all quiet and shy talking about it, but her search history doesn’t hide a damn thing.
Brutal fuck.
Hard rough fuck.
Choked, slapped, punished.
I huff a small laugh when I see her phone on the nightstand. She brought up a picture of a girl all tied up with rope.
Fuck that. My answer:I don’t have time for that shit.She got a kick out of my reaction. Maybe I’ll tie her ass up for Christmas or something if we’re still together then, but right now, I just need her ass to sit pretty.
Yeah, she’s a little kitten. And she deserves to be fucked however she wants it. Just thinking about it is getting my dick hard again. Even with the knowledge she’s passed out and her cunt’s sore and swollen from the hard fuck I just gave her.
Her sweet smell drifts toward me as she cuddles in close. She’s only got a twin bed and her bedroom looks like she just moved in. There’s just a bed and a dresser full of clothes.
It reminds me of my room after my father died and we moved.
