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I turn back to look at the paper.
“I can’t force you to show me.” His voice comes in thick and urgent next to my ear. “But I want to know how to give you the kind of pleasure that will rock your universe, and to do that, I need to know your limits. I’m not here to cause you trauma.”
I turn swiftly as he says the word, inspecting his face. His expression softens as he studies me back, his perfectly carved lips hovering inches from mine, his eyes deep wells of ice.
I pivot, grabbing the piece of paper, shuddering in a breath before turning it over and placing it face up on the desk. I groan and dip my head, closing my eyes and leaning my back into his chest as he studies the page.
Finally daring to open them, I let the words pummel me, hating every one of them.
As I spin to look at him, my cheeks feeling like they’ve just been blowtorched, he smiles in that particular manner of his—kind of warm, but with something dark hidden around the edges.
“It’s a good start,” he says.
“Start? I think that’s all I can cope with today. I hope you’re not expecting me to write an encyclopedia on every aspect of my sexual preferences.”
A breath of mirth leaves his lips before his face grows more somber as his eyes roam to the list of hard limits on the right.
Not respecting the safe word or preventing me from saying it.
Not feeling human.
Feeling degraded.
He tips my head so I’m forced to look up at him.
“None of these could ever happen with me,” he says. “I need you to understand that.”
I nod, locked into him until he finally lets me go, sliding his hands down my arms. His gaze returns to the page.
“Soft limit. Anal.”
I close my eyes as he says the word, opening them to find him studying me warmly. “Have you tried it before?”
The memory chills me still despite the warmth of his body blanketing me. “I… I didn’t like it.”
“We don’t have to do it. But if you want to turn it into something that feels good, I can help with that.”
“You’re sounding like that sex therapist again.”
“I’m not being altruistic here, Indigo. I want you to feel pleasure in safety because that pleases me. It’s also what will allow me to obtain the level of submission I need from you to feel pleasure. You being safe is vital to that.”
His words leave me exhaling a breath I feel like I've been holding in all day. I reach for his dick on instinct, but before I can touch it, his fingers entwine my wrist, stopping my advance.
He shakes his head slowly. “You don’t get to touch unless I say so, Indigo. You know that. First, we finish this list.”
I always know when he’s serious and in Dom mode, because he starts calling me by my full name.
I scoot around to face the desk. “Fine. What more do you want?”
“Kinks,” he reads. “Being tied up.I want to suck your cock.”
“God, do you have to read them out loud?”
“It seems that these two would go well together…”
The image of my hands tied behind my back as I suck his cock blasts through my mind as his mouth lowers to my ear, scraping the shell. “Would you like that, Indigo?”
“Yes,” I finally breathe.
