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I hope you’re having a beautiful day, Kitten. I miss your smile.
I smile down at the phone as I type out my reply.
Want to video chat?
I’m at work.
Hang on. Let me close the door.
I laugh as I wait for him to respond. Then without warning, I get an incoming video call request. I quickly hit Accept as I lay on the couch, putting my phone in the holder on the coffee table.
“Hi, baby,” I greet him as the other line picks up.
He has his camera turned off but his microphone on, which is fine by me since it’s the sound of his voice I want to hear anyway.
“Are you in your office?” I ask.
“Mh-hm,” he replies, his voice a deep, gravelly tone.
“I wish I was there with you,” I say, feeling a little emotionally raw at the moment.
“Tell me what you would do if you were here,” he whispers into the speaker, and my spine lights up sending a thrill through my entire body.
My smile broadens as I stretch on the couch, letting my dress ruche up my legs until my thong is visible. Then I let my imagination wander as I think about all the things we could do if we were together.
“I want you to bend me over your desk and hold me there while you do whatever you want to me. Touch me, kiss me, bite me, fuck me. Until I can’t take it anymore. I want to fuck until we are so spent and tired that we can’t even stand. I want more than just one hour, Drake. I want a thousand of them. And I want all of them with you.”
He growls into the speaker. “Oh, Kitten.”
“Are you hard for me, Drake?”
“Yes, Kitten.”
There’s something in his tone that strikes me as familiar, and I pause. Something that reminds me of…
No. My mind is playing tricks on me. Garrett would never do this. It would take way too much vulnerability. Not just the video chatting but the deep conversations and talking about emotions. He would never. Sometimes, I wish he would.
Just in time to distract me from my thoughts, I hear him unzip his slacks and then he mutters,“Use a toy, Kitten.”
Like he read my mind, I quickly reach into the drawer of the coffee table and retrieve a small rose petal-shaped vibrator. Its hum is nearly silent as I turn it on, and he growls again when he sees it.
It’s a good thing I’m the only one home because the moment the sucking sensation of the vibrator hits my clit, I cry out. It’s a delicious buzz that sends a thrill all the way down to my toes.
“This won’t take long, Drake. I hope you’re ready,” I say in a breathless pant while I squirm on the couch.
He grunts and groans to the sounds of his fist stroking his cock, and I let the sounds fill my imagination, and my climax washes me away. Judging by the sounds he’s making, he’s coming too.
His heavy breaths and some music is the background is all I can hear as I recline on the couch and wait for my heartbeat to slow down.
“Drake, I don’t know how long I can do this,” I say, the words slipping through before I can stop them. I have no filter moments after I orgasm apparently.
“Do what?” he asks.
“This. Whatever this is. I like you. Maybe…more. But I’m so afraid you’re going to break my heart. At some point, you have to let me into your life.”
“I know…” he mumbles, his tone despondent. And the sadness in his voice doesn’t make me feel any better. In fact it sounds…hopeless. As if there’s nothing he can do about it, and I’m doomed to feel like this forever. Or at least until it ends. Whatever he has going on in his life, I will never be a priority.
“I’m in love with two men who don’t want me,” I whisper, and I really have no idea where the fuck that came from. Tears swell in my eyes as I quickly sit up and fix my dress. I can’t believe I just said that. I’m humiliated, and the other end of the line is silent for too long.
