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“Damn it, Mandy. I don’t evenknowhow I feel about what we shared.”

“Well, I do. I feel like…”

“What?”

“I feel like I want to learn, and you’re not willing to teach me. So that’s why I’m here. I came to a class.”

“And Mariah—Mary—is your teacher?”

“She’s willing to teach me more than you are.”

Relief surges through me. If Blossom is Mandy’s teacher, she’ll learn well. Blossom is an experienced submissive. But Mandy will eventually go looking for a Dominant.

That harsh reality sits in my stomach like a freaking anvil.

“When’s your next class?”

“Never,” she says.”

“Never? Why?”

“Because… I guess… This just isn’t the right class for me.”

“Don’t lie to me, Mandy. I know you better than you know yourself.”

“You don’t, really.”

My visit with Penn this morning swings back into my mind. Frankie thinks Mandy is in love with me.

She does respond to me, but most women do. I’m good at sex. I’m good at dominating—except for that last time with Blossom, when I had my mind somewhere other than on my submissive.

I ought to get kicked out of the club for that. But Blossom is nothing if not discreet. She still trusts me, and she knows I’m not a danger to anyone at the club. In fact, she will probably play with me again. Except that she won’t. BecauseIwon’t.

I don’t want to play with anyone right now.

Except…

Except the woman whose path I’m blocking at the moment.

Fuck it all. What have I done?

“Mandy…”

“Get out of my way, Jack.”

“Mandy, please. We can’t leave things like this.”

“What? What things, Jack?”

“God, I should’ve never…”

“Never what? Never what, Jack? I know. You should’ve never taken me to the club. Never fucked me. Never have—”

I can’t help myself. I shut her up the only way I know how.

I crush my lips to hers.

Her mouth is already open because she was talking. I take full advantage, sweeping my tongue against hers. Tasting her. Memorizing the smell and feel and touch of her.

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