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He tastes a little like sake, a little like mint, and a lot like the most delicious thing in the world.
I return his kiss. I return it with all the desire and passion in my soul.
I could kiss Jack forever and never tire of it. He kisses like no one. Sure, I’ve only had sex with two other men besides him, but I’ve kissed a few others. No one has ever kissed me like this.
Does he kiss all his women like this? Or is this special? Just for me?
I don’t know. I will probably never know.
He deepens the kiss then, cupping both my cheeks. Holding my face, and it’s so sweet and gentle but at the same time heart-pounding and arousing.
He burrows into me, and his hard cock presses against my belly.
He’s turned on. As turned on as I am. Is this truly just physical for him? Or is there emotion?
I won’t know. Not tonight at least. But that’s not what tonight is for. Tonight is for me to learn. Tonight is for me to show him I belong here.
And then? Maybe he’ll return my feelings and maybe he won’t, but it’s time for me to stop hiding in my apartment. Stop hiding behind my laptop and pajamas.
It’s time for me to learn whoIam. It’s time for me to embrace my sexual identity, learn how to please a partner, and then I’ll show Jack what he means to me.
If he doesn’t feel the same way?
I’ll be devastated, but I will go on.
Hell, I’ve been going on this long.
I let one of my arms drop, and I reach between us and cup his bulge.
Another groan from him. I swear to God, I feel it down to my belly.
He pulls away, breaks the kiss. My lips are stinging, and I absently bring my fingers to them.
“Mandy…” he growls.
“Jackson…”
“Are you sure? Are you really fucking sure?”
“Yes.”
“I need your consent. And you need a safe word.”
“What about the pager?”
“I may bind your wrists, but I won’t bind your mouth. So tonight you need a safe word.”
My tummy flutters. “Okay.”
“If what I’m doing to you is uncomfortable in any way, you say the word. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Jack. I understand.”
“Normally partners choose a safe word together.”
I wrinkle my forehead. “I don’t know what to choose. You choose one for me.”
“All right. Your safe word is”—he drops his gaze to my chest—“blush.”
