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A shaky breath was my answer.
“Words, Star. I need to know you’re all in or I’ll stop.”
“Y-You don’t need to stop.”
“Yeah, I do. I’m not willing to push your boundaries. Not until you’re more comfortable being in bed with me.”
She moaned when I rubbed her clit through the boxer briefs and her hips tipped back. “What if I’m never comfortable around you?”
“We’re already a thousand steps ahead of where we were yesterday.”Understatement.Even though we’d known each other for years, I hadn’t put a deadline on getting into her panties. If she needed time, I had nothing but that for her. Playing with the buttons on the briefs, I heard her breathing hitch in response and asked, “Can I?”
“Y-Yes.”
My fingers tucked into the gap and my nostrils flared when her knee shifted higher so it put pressure against my dick. Simultaneously, my fingers found the hot silk between her thighs. She mewled when bare skin met bare skin, and her hand reached over to cup my wrist, holding me in place as she rocked her hips, creating her own friction.
I’d thought to give her pleasure, but she took it and I’d never seen anything fucking hotter than her using my hand to get off.
Her shoulders arched as her body rippled, hips writhing from side to side as she found the place where she needed more attention.
“Eyes on me, Star,” I whispered softly, happy when they popped open and clashed with mine.
Dazed, I watched the dilation of her pupils as they bloated, contracting fully as her brow puckered, soft cries escaping her as she neared—
Like it had never been there in the first place, she sagged.
For a moment, we both froze.
I thought she’d start again, but she didn’t. If anything, she seemed to shrink in front of me. Shame curdled into mortification.
Surprised, I rasped, “Take it slow. There’s no rush.”
She wriggled her leg from between mine, jerked at my wrist to move it away, then flopped onto her back. She didn’t jump out of bed though, just lay there, panting as she stared up at the ceiling.
Unsure of what had happened, I moved nearer. “What went wrong?”
“I-I don’t know.”
I knew she’d been into it. “Did your mind drift?”
She swallowed. “Maybe.”
Definitely.
“What can we do to stop that from happening again?”
Her head rocked to the side. “How about I kill every man that touched me?”
“That’s a solution, I guess.”
With a huff, she muttered, “A shitty solution.” Reaching up, she rubbed her eyes. “It’s like conceding defeat.”
“What is?”
“They used to force me to fight, Conor. My getting off wasn’t fun for them, but—” She sighed. “The guy who bought me, the one I killed, he used to like doing stuff to get me off. Then he’d say it wasn’t rape. He’d tell me that he loved me and he’d make me tell him…” Her brow furrowed. “I lost myself. I lost everything.”
“That piece of shit,” I growled.
“Why do you think I snapped his neck?” she muttered, her arm moving to cover her face so she could hide her eyes from me. “It wasn’t just for the family silver.”
