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“I want to see all of you.” He reaches for my free hand and pulls me to my feet.
He does nothing at first, cupping my face and leaning in so our foreheads touch. My eyes drift closed, and I savor the feeling of the connection we share. There’s no one else in the world who will ever know the true me.
Jimmy pulls away and undresses me with a note of desperation to his movements. When I’m completely naked in front of him, he wraps a hand around the back of my neck and tugs me forward, resting his chin on my head. I wrap my arms around him, my cheek pressed to his hard chest.
“You know what you mean to me, right?”
I can feel the vibration of his voice in his chest against my cheek. “I know.” I squeeze my arms tighter around him.
“You know I’d do anything to protect you.”
I pull back to see his face and nod slowly. He’s already proven that to me. “I know.”
“You need to know that no matter what, I’ll take care of you and protect you.” His voice is fierce, and his eyes burn with emotion.
“You’re starting to scare me. Why are you saying all this?”
Seeing him like this is unsettling. Jimmy is my rock. He’s always been my rock. Even if that’s not fair to him, that’s the way it’s always been.
“No one is going to come between us.” He leans in and claims my lips in a fierce kiss.
I moan when our tongues touch, and he draws me into him again, our naked chests meeting. His hand is at the side of my head, directing me which way he wants me, and in a couple of minutes, we end up on the bed. Jimmy poises himself at my entrance and stops, meeting my gaze with a questioning look.
I know what he’s asking.
“It’s fine,” I say, holding up my pinkie finger.
He loops his pinkie around mine.
When his hand is placed back beside my head, he slowly pushes into me.
It feels different. Like when we were younger and all of our feelings for one another took over our minds and controlled our hands as we slowly explored our sexuality. Except this time, there’s the bad with the good.
All the doubt and disappointment I’ve brought him.
The anguish and the fear I’ve caused us over the years.
Every time I’ve torn him apart and pieced him back together.
The times he’s saved me.
It’s suffocating, and I can’t get enough air to fill my lungs. I grip him tighter, afraid one of us will disappear and I’ll miss out on this moment.
His eyes stay trained on mine as he rocks in and out of me, whispering words of endearment. Words I know as his truth, but not mine. For this brief moment, I push away my self-deprecating nature and let him speak from his heart.
“You’re everything to me.” He grinds his hips and my eyes roll to the back of my head. “That will never change. No matter what happens, believe that. My past.” He kisses my forehead. “My present.” He kisses the tip of my nose. “And my future.” Jimmy steals my mouth in a rapturous kiss that hits me all the way down to my soul.
He lets his head drop so that our foreheads touch. My eyes drift closed, and I concentrate on the sensation of him rocking into me, the feeling of himlovingme. Sweat makes our chests cling together, and soon it’s all too much.
Too much physical sensation.
Too much emotion.
Too much of everything.
When my climax peaks, I cascade over the waterfall like a rush of water, tumbling down and not wanting to find the bottom. To live in this state of euphoria forever. The high I’m always chasing.
Moments later, he bucks against me in an unsteady rhythm and comes inside me on a groan. My nails drag up and down his back while he catches his breath and my legs drop to the side.
