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“Why did you think I intended to confront my brother?”
Alastair began ticking off the reasons on his fingers. “Because Charles is here, because he’s shut himself up in the main office, because the other adults are gone, and because he can’t do a bolt since he’s supposed to look after the Institute.”
“Well, you are entirely—correct,” said Matthew, rather grudgingly. “You have outlined why it is an excellent plan.”
“Math,” said Thomas. “I’m not so sure it is—”
“I have outlined the positives,” interrupted Alastair. “There are also negatives. We are all stuck in this building with Charles, and he can make life unpleasant for us if you upset him, which you will.”
Matthew looked at all three of them in turn. It was a direct look, and also very sober, in both senses of the word. Not just serious—Thomas had seen Matthew serious many times, but there was something different about him now. As if he knew he were shouldering a burden of risk; as if he no longer believed consequences were something that happened to other people: not him, not his friends.
It jolted Thomas a little to realize that this Matthew, this newly considering person, was a different Matthew from the one he’d known for the past three years. Who have you been, he thought, and who are you becoming now?
“My brother is miserable,” Matthew said, “and when he is miserable, he makes life awful for other people. I want to tell him that I know, not only so that he’ll stop doing it, but also to take some of the burden away. For all our sakes.”
After a moment, Alastair nodded. “All right. I won’t stand in your way.”
“Well, thank goodness, as I was waiting desperately for your approval,” said Matthew, but there was no real malice in it.
In the end, it was decided Matthew would go, and Thomas would accompany him to keep the whole thing from descending into a family squabble. Charles had to understand that this was a serious matter, that not only Matthew knew about it, and that it could not be swept under the rug.
Thomas followed Matthew upstairs, dreading the awkwardness to come. Without knocking, Matthew burst open the double doors of Will’s office, where Charles appeared to be deep into a pile of ledger books on the desk.
He looked up blandly when they came in. “Thomas,” Charles said. “Matthew. Is anything the matter?”
“Charles,” Matthew said, with no further preamble, “you are being blackmailed to ensure your support of Bridgestock, and it must stop. You cannot fear Bridgestock so much that you are willing to sell out everyone who has ever cared for you. Even you cannot be so low.”
Charles sat back slowly in his chair. “I suppose I ought to expect this sort of fanciful accusation from you, Matthew,” he said. “But I’m surprised he got you to go along with it, Thomas.”
Thomas felt suddenly weary. Sick of the whole thing. He said, “He has proof, Charles.”
Something flickered in Charles’s eyes. “What sort of proof?”
“A letter Bridgestock wrote,” said Matthew.
“As usual,” Charles sighed, “you have jumped to a conclusion based on nothing but conjecture. May I ask how you came across such a note? Assuming you do have it, and it is from the Inquisitor—which is quite a wild accusation, by the way.”
“It is here,” Matthew said, drawing the letter from his inside jacket pocket and holding it up. “As to how we got hold of it, Ari found it. That is why she left home. The letter is clearly meant for you. There is absolutely no doubt as to what is going on.”
Charles’s face had gone sallow. “Then why did you not speak to me about this before?”
“The letter did not make it clear what he wanted you to do,” said Thomas. “After your performance at the meeting yesterday, we know. You spoke out against Will and Tessa, against your own family, because he threatened you, and you were too afraid to tell him no.”
Charles said, with a ghastly sort of smile, “And what do you think you can do to fix it?”
“Stiffen your spine,” said Matthew. “So Bridgestock plans to tell everyone you love men. So what? Some will understand; those who don’t are not worth your knowing.”
“You don’t understand.” Charles put his head in his hands. “If I want to do good in this world, if I want to rise to a position of authority in the Clave… I cannot—” He hesitated. “I cannot be like you, Matthew. You’ve no ambition, and so you can be whomever you want. You can dance with anyone you wish, man, woman, or other, at your salons and your clubs and your orgies.”
“You attend orgies?” Thomas said to Matthew.
“Don’t I wish,” murmured Matthew. “Charles, you’re a pillock, but you’ve always been a decent pillock. Don’t throw that away because of bloody Maurice Bridgestock.”
“And how, exactly,” said Charles, “are you proposing to help? If I reverse my opinion on the Herondales, it will only mean I am condemned with them.”
“We will vouch for you,” Thomas said. “We will testify that you are being blackmailed and that you were coerced into supporting Bridgestock.”
“There is no way to do that,” said Charles, “without revealing the blackmail letter and its contents. You understand he is not just threatening to tell people I love men, but that I love—that I loved Alastair. It is Alastair, too, whom I am protecting.”
