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A WEEK LATER
“Are you sure he won’t buck me off, Isaac?” I stare at the horse scared but excited at the thought of finally riding.
I got cleared by my doctor because I’m fully healed. He offered once again to refer me to a plastic surgeon, the best in the country.
I’m still not sure I want to do that as I’m just getting to the point of where I’m not ashamed of my scars.
“I will be right beside you,” he encourages me and I nod. I put my foot in the stirrups and Isaac pushes my butt giving me a boost onto the horse.
I laugh and turn around to look at him. “Why Isaac, are you just using this as excuse to just touch myass?” I arch an eyebrow at him.
He laughs, tapping my hip. “Do you want me to?” He wiggles his eyebrows.
I smack the hand that is on my hip playfully. “Maybe I do.” I smirk and he puts his foot in the stirrups and climbs on behind me, shocking me.
I tilt my neck back and look at him. “I can’t stand being that far away from you,” he confesses and I press a kiss to his cheek.
He wraps his arm around me taking the reins. “I never want you to be away from me.”
He kisses my forehead. “You will never be away from me if I can help it, baby.”
The kiss we had last week has changed everything. We’re closer and it’s because we both know where we stand with each other.
We have gotten closer and the feelings I have for him have grown. I lean back against him and he leads us through the field. The leaves are falling all around us; fall is such a beautiful time of the year.
“Do you want to talk about it?” he asks me. He was with me today at the doctor.
I sigh. “They keep pushing plastic surgery. I know my back is hideous but I just can’t bring myself to do it,” I tell Isaac and he tightens his arms around me. “It took so long for my back to heal and I just don’t want to go through anything like that again.”
He kisses my cheek. “Baby, you do what you want. It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. This decision is yours and yours alone.” He grips my face gently in his hand, turning me to look at him. “No matter what, you will be the most beautiful and selfless person in the world.”
I could die every time he says all of these words to me. It’s like they touch every part of my soul. It heals a broken part of me, soothing the hurts.
“Isaac, the way you talk to me makes me feel special.”
“It’s because you are special.”
I grip his thigh, needing to touch him. “You are special to me, Isaac.” He presses his forehead to the back of my head, sighing.
We ride to the edge of the mountain looking at the sky. The sun is starting to fall and the sky is turning beautiful colors.
“Do you want kids someday?” I ask him.
“I do.”
My mind wanders to a little boy running around looking like Isaac. “Do you want boys or girls?”
He takes my hips, lifts me up and turns me around so I’m facing him. “I want a little girl.” I smile thinking of how great Isaac would be with a little girl.
“I know you’d be an amazing dad.”
“What do you want?” he asks me.
I smile wistfully. “I want a family, call it cheesy,” I laugh. “I want to be a stay-at-home mom and have a soccer mom van filled with kids. I want to sit on the porch and watch them play in the yard with their animals. That is the dream life for me. It seems like heaven.”
He pushes my hair away from my cheek so he can run his finger along the back of my cheek. “You’d be the best mom, angel.”
I bite my lip trying not to blurt out I want to have his kids, but he would probably think I was mentally ill.
