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I know that I’m not, but maybe I could be perfect for him.
Chapter Twenty
Carson
The early morning light is streaming in through the window and falls across my face because I was so wrapped up in Bianca last night, I forgot to close the blinds. Worth it.
Yesterday was a long and tough day but it was all worth it because I finally made Bianca mine. Now I just have to get her to fall in love with me, then get her to stay with Oliver and me forever. Baby steps.
Her lush body is currently pressed up against me, her curvy ass pressed into my groin. My cock’s already standing at full mast in the cradle of her ass. I slowly stroke down her stomach and hip, over the scar tissue she once played off so casually to me. My pushing her yesterday made her finally reveal why she had been holding me at arm’s length for so long.
I can’t believe she thought I wouldn’t want her just because she can’t have children, though I suppose if I had been rejected because of something out of my control repeatedly I might be weary of it as well. I just hope I was able to assuage her fears lastnight. I truly couldn’t give a flying fuck if she can have kids. Hell, I already knew she didn’t want them, it wasn’t like I planned to try to push her into having a child she didn’t want. Even if Oliver had never come into my life, Bianca would be more than enough for me. Getting to have her in my life far outweighs any kind of paternal need I could ever have.
I wasn’t lying to her when I said that having a family wasn’t something I ever really thought about. I was always too busy. First, trying to take care of my mom and sister to even consider bringing another person into my life I had to care for. Then when they were both gone, I threw myself into my job. I was relentless in my pursuit of putting away the trash that filled the LA streets and helping those who seemed to actually want my help, unlike my sister. I had single-minded focus. I would put up goal after goal and time and time again I would knock them down, sometimes with fatal consequences to those around me, but my tunnel vision wouldn’t let me see anything else, let alone allow thoughts of starting a family. No, that just isn’t something I need when I already have the woman who lights up my every day by my side.
When I brought Oliver to Seattle, I was full of fear and guilt. Our final days in Los Angeles had been dark and it was the perfect time for the both of us to make a fresh start. Even with having Gloria here I figured it would take us both quite a while to acclimate to our new city. Then, out of nowhere, on the very first day in our new home I meet a woman who both drives me crazy and cracks my heart open. Without even trying, she somehow rearranged everything in my life and slotted herself in perfectly. She didn’t even want to be there, but now that I’ve got her, I’m sure as fuck not letting her go.
Bianca makes a little sighing sound in her sleep that goes straight to my dick and makes it twitch against her ass. God, I’m always hard when I’m around this woman. Though it’ssometimes inconvenient, I wouldn’t have it any other way. Finally waking up with her in my bed, bathed in the early morning light. makes my heart twist in my chest and my cock drip.
I bury my nose into her hair and breathe in my favorite scent in the world. Fuck, if I could somehow bottle her smell I’d be able to make a fortune, but I’m not sure I’d be able to share it with anyone else. All of her belongs to me now, even her smell.
I slide her leg up and back so it’s draped over my own, opening up her sweet pussy to me. She makes these cute little mumbles in her sleep, but she doesn’t wake up, only burrows herself further into the blankets.
I reach down and spread her lips, unable to suppress a smile when I see she’s already wet. Even in her sleep she’s ready for me. I told her the truth last night. She’s fucking perfect.
I position my cock at her entrance and slowly, steadily push forward burying myself inside her. She’s so goddamn tight in this position I have to grit my teeth to keep from coming the second I’m all the way in. I slowly work my cock in and out of her tight hole and the sounds of her little whimpers fill the room making a little spurt of come shoot out of my tip. Her nipples are puckered, tight, and too much of a temptation for me not to tweak. The second I do, she’s awake, her head rolling back to look at me.
She’s beautiful like this, sleepy, rumpled, and arousal already darkening her deep brown eyes. I lean down and take her mouth in a deep and passionate kiss.
I make love to her slowly with languid movements, whispering sweet nothings into her ear, and letting the pleasure build slowly between us until both our bodies are slick with sweat. I move my hand from her tit down to her slick pussy and slide her swollen nub between two of my fingers, giving it a steady and firm squeeze. I can feel her body erupt in pleasure,shuddering in my arms. The feel of her clenching channel triggers my own orgasm and milks out every last drop of come until my balls are empty.
We’re quiet for a long while, just enjoying being in each other’s company. Eventually the sun rises higher in the sky and even though I’d love to laze in bed all day with her, fucking her brains out, I know there are things I need to take care of. I grab my phone off the nightstand and start shooting off texts to some of my colleagues. Bianca, apparently unwilling to start her day, ignores me and piles more blankets over the top of herself making me smile. Hell, she can stay in my bed all day if she wants to. In fact, maybe I should tie her to it so she can’t leave. That’s a thought I’ll have to tuck away for another day.
The first order of business is to find out if they’ve released the crime scene next door so she can get into her house. I don’t expect them to hold it much longer if it’s even being held at all still. While I’m waiting for a response on that, I reach out to a local forensic cleanup crew and schedule them for later this morning. I get a message back from Rafe saying it’s been released, and I pay a rush fee to get the cleaners here sooner, I know Bianca is going to want to get in there and get her clothes and I don’t want her to see the mess that’s been left in there.
“Babe, do you want to go with me to get Oliver from Gloria’s? He has class this morning.”
She lets out a yawn and rolls over so she’s facing me. I can’t help but lean down and place a kiss on her forehead. She looks so fucking good in my bed in the morning. “I can’t. I need to pack a bag for Violet then go to my dad’s and pack one for him and drop them at the hospital. If I’m done before his class is over I’ll meet you there.”
“Sounds good.” I toss my phone back onto the nightstand and crawl out of bed. “You can go into your house now, but ithasn’t been cleaned. I’ve got a company coming to take care of everything within the hour and I’ll let them in.”
“You didn’t have to do that,” she says giving me a little frown.
“Hey cut it out. Of course I didn’t have to, I wanted to. That’s what this is.” I point back and forth between the two of us. “I take care of you and you take care of me. We’re a team now.”
She’s eying me a bit skeptically but I don’t let her off the hook, I stand there and wait for her to answer me. I’m not letting her back away after the progress we made last night. “Yeah, okay.”
“Good,” I say with a smile. “Now get your ass up. We’re going to take a shower then I’ll run next door and grab some things for you and Violet.” She looks like she’s going to argue with me, so I just hold up my hand to stop her before she starts. “I don’t want you going over there until it’s all been cleaned. There’s blood and glass everywhere. Just let me get the stuff for you.”
She lets out a little huff. “You’re pretty bossy, you know that?”
“So my girlfriend’s told me.”
Bianca slides off the bed and sidles up to me in all her naked glory, hips swaying seductively, and tits bouncing. “So, I’m your girlfriend now?”
I try not to swallow my tongue as I take her in. “Definitely.”
“What kinds of perks comes with that title?” She wraps her arms around my neck and presses her tits against my chest.
