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Leaning forward, John tugged her skirt up to her waist and pulled her legs apart, kneeling between them with one knee on the sofa while he tore open his trousers. She went numb with shock. Only the cool air washing over her naked flesh told her this wasn’t a weird dream, but it had to be. This was carrying pretense further than she was prepared to take it. She couldn’t be lying here half-naked with him between her spread legs and witnesses likely to come through the door at any second.
He bent down and licked her, his hard hands pushing her thighs wider as his tongue probed inside her, depositing moisture. Niema’s entire body jolted and he held her down, his mouth pressed between her legs. She swallowed a shriek, her breath strangling in her throat. Oh God, he was going down on her—Ronsard would . . . She couldn’t let herself think of Ronsard walking in on them now but this must be what John had planned, to be caught in an act so intimate no one would dream it was pretense—
How could it be pretense when he was actually doing it?
She whimpered and reached down, her hands sliding through his hair. She wanted to push him away but couldn’t, her hands simply wouldn’t obey. Bolts of sensation shot through her body, arching her in his hands. How long would she have to endure this? How long? Five seconds? Ten?
Time had become elastic, stretching beyond recognition. She shook her head in wordless protest, helplessly speared under the dual lash of fear and pleasure. Something hot and wild spiraled in her. She couldn’t do this, couldn’t bear it, not with his mouth on her body making every muscle tighten past endurance.
She found the strength to push weakly at his shoulders. He slid upward, his tongue swirling around her clitoris in a quick caress that nearly shot her off the sofa, but he quickly controlled her and shifted into position between her legs.
“Easy,” he whispered and pressed himself to her opening.
No. He couldn’t actually be doing this. Not here, not like this. She didn’t want their first time to be like this.
Everything was happening too fast; her body hadn’t had time to prepare itself, even with the moisture he had given her with his tongue. How could she be prepared, when she couldn’t believe what he was doing, not now, not like this?
He pushed slowly into her and she wasn’t nearly wet enough, her inner tissues yielding reluctantly to his intrusion. “Scream,” he said, the word almost soundless.
Scream? That would certainly bring Ronsard—but that was what John wanted. The realization seared through her dazed mind. Anyone up to no good wouldn’t make that kind of noise, which was guaranteed to attract attention, or be doing what they were doing.
He put no limits on what he would do to get the job done.
He withdrew a little then thrust again, forcing himself deeper, inch by inch. “Scream,” he repeated, demanding now.
She couldn’t. She didn’t have enough air, her lungs were paralyzed, her entire body arching under the almost brutal lash of sensation. Every nerve ending felt electrified, her loins clenching as she fought the relentless swell of pleasure. She fought him too, not with her fists but with every muscle inside her, clamping down, trying to hold him, prevent him from going deeper and pushing her beyond control.
She wasn’t strong enough. He thrust slowly past her resistance, bracing his hands on either side of her rib cage and leaning over her. Quick, shallow breaths panted between his parted lips; his eyes were narrowed, brilliant, the blue more intense than she had ever seen it before. With one swift movement he pulled down the left strap of her gown, baring her breast. Her nipple was already tightly beaded, flushed with color. “Scream,” he insisted, thrusting harder. “Scream!”
Her head thrashed back and forth on the cushion. She choked back a sob and desperately struck out at him, trying to squirm away. She couldn’t, she didn’t want to, dear God please don’t let her be climaxing as Ronsard walked through that door, she couldn’t bear it. John caught her wrists and pinned them to the sofa, relentlessly probing ever deeper.
She couldn’t stop it, couldn’t contain it. She convulsed, waves of sensation pulsing through her loins. She sank into the climax, head thrown back and eyes closed, breath halted, everything fading around her until her only focus of existence was the searing pleasure. She did scream then, silently, beyond despair, as she waited for the door to open.
The door didn’t open. There was nothing but silence in the hallway.
The sensual paroxysm began to ebb, the tension fading from her trembling flesh until she lay limp and pliant beneath him, her legs still open and her body still penetrated. She couldn’t think, couldn’t move. She felt hollow, emptied out, as if he had taken everything.
Humiliation crawled through her like lava. She turned her head aside, unable to look at him. How could she have climaxed in such a situation? What kind of person was she? What kind of man was he, to do this? Tears burned her eyes, but she couldn’t wipe them away because he still held her wrists pinned.
Time stopped.
Ronsard wasn’t coming into his office. She didn’t know where he had gone, but he wasn’t here. She waited for John to withdraw, waited for a moment that stretched on and on until the tension was more than she could bear and she had to look at him again, had to face him.
His expression was set in almost savage lines, his ey
es so bright they seemed to burn her. He seemed to have been waiting for her to look at him. “I’m sorry,” he said, and began moving—not away from her but inside her, thrusting, forging a deep, fast rhythm, and pierced her to her very core.
He came hard, gripping her hips while he plunged and bucked, his head thrown back and his teeth grinding together to hold back the hoarse sounds in his throat. He sank against her, panting, his chest heaving as he gulped in air.
She didn’t say anything, couldn’t think of anything to say. Her mind was emptied, dazed with shock. Nothing she’d ever read in Miss Manners covered this situation. The bizarreness of that thought almost made her laugh, but the laugh turned into a sob that she choked back.
Carefully he levered himself away from her; her breath caught at the drag of his flesh leaving hers. He pulled her to a sitting position. “Are you all right?”
She nodded silently, swinging her feet to the floor and pushing her skirt down to cover her thighs. He neatened himself with brisk movements, tucking in his shirt and fastening his trousers.
Her panties were lying on the floor in front of the desk. John picked them up and held them out to her. In silence she took them. Her legs felt too wobbly for her to trust them, so she sat on the sofa and worked the panties up her legs until she could lift her hips and tug the flimsy garment into place. She was very wet now, the moisture dampening her underwear and drying stickily on her inner thighs.
He walked around the desk until he could see the closed-circuit monitor. “The coast is clear,” he said, as calmly as if nothing had happened. “I don’t know where Ronsard went.”
