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She looked tired today, and he wondered if she’d been sick. She’d had a few bouts of nausea before she’d left, but her morning sickness hadn’t been full-blown. From the way she looked now, it was getting there. It made him even angrier, because if she’d been at home where she belonged she would have been able to lie down and rest.
Without asking, she brought a cup of coffee to him and turned to go. Like a replay of the day before, his hand shot out and caught her. He could almost feel everyone’s attention fastening on them like magnets. “Have you been sick?” he asked roughly.
“This morning. It passed when Floris fed me some dry toast. Excuse me, I have other customers.”
He let her go because he didn’t want another scene like yesterday’s. He sipped the coffee and watched her as she moved among the customers, dispensing a smile here and a teasing word there, drawing laughter and making faces light up. That was a talent of hers, finding amusement in little things and inviting others to share it with her, almost enticing them. She had done the same thing to him, he realized. The nine months she’d spent with him had been the most contented of his life, emotionally and physically.
He wanted her back. He wanted to watch the lazy way she strolled around the house and accomplished miracles without seeming to put forth much effort at all. He wanted her teasing him, waking him up with some outlandish bit of trivia and expecting him to match it. He wanted to pull her beneath him, spread her legs and penetrate her body with his, make her admit that she still loved him and would rather be with him than anywhere else.
He didn’t understand why she wasn’t in New York, why she had only come as far as Crook and stopped, knowing he would soon find her. Hell, running to Crook wasn’t running away at all, it was simply moving a little piece down the road.
The only answer was that she had never intended to go back to New York. She hadn’t wanted the big city; she had just wanted to get away from him.
The memory of all he’d said to her played in his mind, and he almost flinched. She remembered every word of it, too; she had even quoted some of them back to him. She’d told him at the time that he would regret saying them, but he’d been too enraged, feeling too betrayed, to pay any attention to her. He should have remembered that Maddie gave as good as she got.
She could so easily have gone to New York; she had the money in her checking account to do whatever she wanted, and Robert would welcome her back without question. So if she had stayed it had to be because she liked living in Montana. Even the question of revenge could just as easily have been played out from New York as from Crook, because it was her absence from his house that was punishing him. The emptiness of it was driving him crazy.
Eventually she came back by with the coffeepot to refill his cup and ask, “Do you want some pie with that? It’s fresh coconut today.”
“Sure.” It would give him an excuse to stay longer.
The café eventually had to clear out some. The customers had other things they had to do, and Reese hadn’t done anything interesting enough to make them stay. When Madelyn coasted by to pick up his empty dessert saucer and refill his cup she asked, “Don’t you have any work to do?”
“Plenty. The cows dropped their spring calves.”
Just for a second her eyes lit; then she shrugged and turned away. He said, “Wait. Sit down a minute and rest. You haven’t been off your feet since I got here and that’s been—” he stopped to check his watch “—two hours ago.”
“It’s been busy this morning. You don’t stop working a herd just because you want to rest, do you?”
Despite himself, he couldn’t help grinning at her comparison between a herd of cattle and her customers. “Sit down anyway. I’m not going to yell at you.”
“Well, that’s a
change,” she muttered, but she sat down across from him and propped her feet on the seat beside him, stretching her legs out. He lifted her feet and placed them on his knee, rubbing the calves of her legs under the table and holding her firmly in place when she automatically tried to pull away.
“Just relax,” he said quietly. “Should you be on your feet this much?”
“I’d be on my feet if I were still at the ranch. I didn’t cook sitting down, you know. I feel fine. I’m just pregnant, not incapacitated.” But she closed her eyes as his kneading fingers worked at her tired muscles; he had a good touch, one learned from years of working with animals.
He had a good touch in bed, too. Every woman should have a lover like Reese, wild and hungry, as generous with his own body as he was demanding of hers. The memories pooled in her stomach like lava, raising her temperature, and her eyes popped open. If she let herself think about it too much, she would be in his lap before she knew what she was doing.
Reese said, “I want you to come home with me.”
If he had been angrily demanding she could have met him with her own anger, but his quiet tone invited instead of demanded. She sighed and leaned her elbows on the table. “My answer is still the same. Give me one good reason why I should.”
“And my answer is still the same. You’re carrying my baby. It deserves to have its heritage, to grow up on the ranch. You even told me that was one of the reasons you paid the mortgage, to preserve the ranch for our children.”
“I haven’t taken the baby away from Montana,” she pointed out. “I haven’t even gone far from the ranch. The baby will have you and the ranch, but I don’t have to live there for that to be possible.”
“Miss Maddie, you got any more of that coffee?” a customer called, and she pulled her feet down from his lap without another word, going about her business with a smile.
Reese finally gave up and went home, but he tossed in the big bed all night, thinking of her breasts and the way she tasted, the way it felt to slide into her and feel her tight inner clinging, hear the soft sounds she made as he brought her to pleasure.
He had to mend fences the next day, and he worked automatically, his mind still on Maddie, trying to figure out how to get her back.
She’d made a telling point when she had asked him why she hadn’t paid the mortgage before, if all she’d wanted had been a legal interest in the ranch that would override any prenuptial agreement, and now he had to ask himself the same thing. If that was all she’d wanted, why had she waited nine months? Why had she chased chickens and cows, fought blizzards and risked her own life to save his if she’d been planning on getting out? Even more telling, why had she gone off her birth control pills and let him get her pregnant? That baby she carried was a planned baby, one they had talked about and agreed to have. A woman didn’t deliberately get pregnant if she’d been planning to spend only a few months and then get out. The land was worth a fortune; if money had been all she wanted, paying off the mortgage had entitled her to a great deal without the added, admittedly powerful, asset of a pregnancy. No, she had gotten pregnant only because she’d wanted this baby, and she had paid off the mortgage for one reason: to save the ranch for him, Reese Duncan. She might say she was saving her child’s heritage, but the baby was still an abstract, an unknown person, however powerful her budding maternal instincts were. She had saved the ranch for her husband, not her child.
Beyond that, Maddie didn’t need money. With Robert Cannon for a stepbrother, she could have anything she wanted just by asking. Robert Cannon had money that made April’s family look like two-bit pikers.
