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“The things I said,” he began. “I shouldn’t have pressured you to—”
“You didn’t,” I interrupted.
“For fuck’s sake, Flynn.” JT leaned forward, filling the space I’d tried to put between us. “For once in our damn lives, can we just have a whole conversation? You were sad that night. You’d just lost your grandfather. You were vulnerable, and I…” He shook his head. “I wanted you so damn badly that I didn’t think. I took advantage. And I’m sorry.”
“You’re sorry.” I was suddenly, irrationally angry. “Sorry it happened? Sorry we fucked around? Sorry you wanted me?”
Temper lit his eyes. “Sorry Ihurtyou, asshole!”
“You didn’t hurt me,” I shot back, appalled. “You couldn’t.”
I was pretty sure we both knew that was the biggest lie I’d ever told.
I threw up my hands. I was mortified… and angry that I was mortified. Miserably afraid… and royally pissed off that he could make me afraid. I was ruining my one no-strings night of Frog-sex, and I hated that, but I couldn’t stop it.
“I get it, okay?” I yelled. “I get it. You’re sorry. I’m sorry. You’re sorry that I’m sorry. This is why we don’t talk about the past. Wesuckat talking. And it doesn’t fucking matter anymore. So can we just move on? Are we going to do the sex?” I gestured to the bed. “Or are you leaving again?”
The last word of my diatribe landed like a rock in a lake, sending rippling currents through the suddenly quiet room.
JT tilted his head to one side and stared at me for a long moment, and I was certain that he was going to get dressed and go. It would serve me right, too. For once, I couldn’t even find a way to blame him for it because I’d have driven him out with my vitriol.
Then, miraculously, one side of his lips quirked up. “Do the sex,” he mused. “It’s like poetry when you speak, Flynn Honeycutt. Soseductive. So alluring. This must be what keeps all the Honeybridge boys coming ’round.”
My face flamed, and I pushed feebly at his shoulder. “Fuck off,” I said without heat.
He tilted my chin up with one finger, forcing me to look at him. “Do you want me to leave?”
I swallowed and grasped the blanket in my lap like a lifeline. “No,” I managed to whisper. But I knew he needed more.Deservedmore. So I forced myself to go on. “I wanted you then. I want you now. Please. Don’t… don’t leave.”
JT reached over and clasped the back of my neck, pulling me close enough for a sweet kiss. I let myself go, let myself simply enjoy the moment in case it was the last time I felt his lips on mine.
When he pulled back, his face was serious enough to set my heart stuttering again.
“Okay… but we need some rules.”
I rolled my eyes, but JT yanked me down the bed, pressing my back onto the mattress and climbing on top of me until his weight pressed me down and reinvigorated my cock.
His grin was sexy enough to make me frown.
“Fine,” I huffed. “What are your rules?” Because now that JT’s bare dick was sliding against mine, I was ready to agree to almost anything… as long as it wasn’t more talking.
“You need to let go. And I want you to shut the fuck up. I want your head and your mouth to just stop. Do you think that’s at all possible?”
This was exactly what I wanted, what I needed, so even though it was on the tip of my tongue to say,make me, just out of habit, I bit it back and nodded instead.
JT’s grin widened, and he dropped a lingering kiss to my mouth. “Good. If you want me to stop, pinch me, but don’t say a word. Promise me.”
His suggestion made me harder, and I had to work to get enough oxygen into my lungs. “Promise,” I mouthed before shooting him a smug look. I could be silent. Just watch me.
He shook his head before looking around. “Condoms and lube. Where are they?”
I thumbed in the direction of the bedside table.
Once he had what he needed, he kneeled on the bed and looked down at me, tapping one finger to his kiss-swollen lips like he was formulating a plan.
I wanted to tell him to hurry, to put his hands on my dick or shove his fucking cock into my hole already, but there were rules. And the rules said I couldn’t talk.
I had to lie there and take it.
