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He was probably denying it for himself too.
But I couldn’t help the smile that spread across my lips, knowing how much Damyn desired me, how much his fantasies often echoed my own even though he fought them, and he glowered at me in response.
I was not able to summon a contrite look in return.
“I have my memories back,” Talisyn explains.
It wasn’t like my men to express themselves very much, but I could feel the sense of joy they had, their happiness for the two of us. Warmth glowed in my chest, even as Arren said, “Did your memories return at the cost of your common sense?”
I loved Arren when he grumbled. He was so grouchy, hiding his true feelings. But I knew how wonderful the heart was the beat in that stoic chest.
I couldn’t resist going over to him and twining my arms around his, kissing him. I just loved him so much. My naked breasts pressed the rough linen of his tunic, and when I kissed his cheek a second time, he turned his head to catch my kiss on his lips. His arms slid around my lower back.
I could feel how much they all desired me, how much they all longed to make the most of this moment.
Damyn must have realized too, because he said, “I suppose I will leave you to it, and I’ll keep an eye out for whoever might track down these trees lit on fire. You can tell you’ve been here, Honor. There’s a path of destruction left in your wake.”
“I wish you would join us,” I said, because I wasn’t going to pretend. “But if you won’t, I feel safe having you watch over us. Thanks, Damyn.”
What was the point of hiding anything I felt, when I knew that they could feel it through the bond? We could put up our doors our walls and hide from each other, but why?
I might feel differently in the full light of morning, but right now, surrounded by darkness and flames but lit within by the way these men loved me and the way I loved them, I didn’t want to hide.
Damyn just grunted in response and walked away.
My four men might have felt uncertain about what to do next, when we hadn’t all interacted at once before. But I opened up my mind and showed them what I was thinking about.
Branok startled. “We can communicate again,” he said.
I nodded. “And I need to talk to Jaik and Caldren.”
I reached out to Jaik, and he said he was indeed on his way to Rylow with his forces. With Caldren, I could only summon a sense of feeling, as if our bond was different because he was a wolf, and I was a dragon. But there was something feral and intense and possessive in his feelings for me, and those were warm and precious to me too.
I could feel Jaik and Caldren with me in my mind as I showed the others what I wanted them to do. Without needing to discuss it, their hands swept over my body, and their kisses ignited over my skin. They took turns kissing my mouth. I was carried lightly to the ground, lost in the sense of pleasure, the four of them moving as one. They could sense each other’s pleasure through my bonds, and Jaik’s and Caldren’s warmth was in the back of my mind too. I longed for Zehr, reaching out for him, but I didn’t find him. A sense of worry gnawed at me, and I could feel it echoed each of my men. There was pleasure in that too and knowing that I did not shoulder any of my burdens alone but could share them full.
The promise that they would help me find him was in their minds as they kissed me and fondled me. Pleasure curled through my body like smoke. It was so intense and incredible and as they took turns entering me, as each of them shattered with their own orgasm, the pleasure swept through all of them, heightening their own orgasms when they came. It was the most incredible feeling. I was weak kneed when finally, they helped me dress. The five of us went back to the safe house, where the fire was now muted, feeling bonded closer than we ever had before.
Damyn waited by the doused fire.
“Jaik will meet us at Rylow,” I said, trying to sound businesslike when my clit was aching from many orgasms. I felt as if I had been filled completely, pleasured to a brink where I could stand no more contact. My bones still felt weak, the way they had during the many sweeping orgasms. All I wanted to do was curl up with my men and go to sleep.
But I wish Damyn would lie down with us too.
He nodded curtly. “Good. I’m not sure we want to outpace him.”
“I definitely got the impression that Rylow is not a safe place for Honor at the moment,” Arren agreed.
I lingered by the fire as the others went up to bed, wanting to tell Damyn how much I wished he would join us. But all he said was, “I’ll take first watch. We’ll move out in a few hours, long before dawn. Sleep while you can.”
I nodded and headed for the ladder.
Then Damyn added, “Honor? I’m happy for you two.”
“I know.” It was one of the things I loved about him.
CHAPTER51
Zehr
