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Conor:A pedophile in upstate New York.

Declan:Jesus.

Conor:Da was on a crusade after he found out what happened to me.

Declan:Yeah, I know. I got a letter from him in the will about it. Did you get one?

Conor:I did.

Declan:What did yours say?

Conor:Lots of random stuff, rambling mostly. He said the Five Points needed to take affirmative action against these pedophile bastards and I was to coordinate that. Nothing about what happened to me, though.

Declan:I’m supposed to ‘facilitate’ when the Sinners go on a hunt.

Conor:There are too many of these fucking bastards, Declan.

Declan:I know, Kid. I know. It makes me terrified for Cameron.

Conor:We’ll protect him.

Declan:Our father was a man who struck terror into the heart of monsters… But it still happened to you. I ain’t Da, Con.

Conor:Thank fuck you’re not.

Conor:He got to me because he pretended to care, Declan. Then, he shamed me into silence because I didn’t know if Da would blame me, and the idea of that was as terrifying as what he did to me.

Declan:I’m so fucking sorry, Conor.

Conor:You don’t have to be. There was nothing you could have done.

Conor:I don’t say that to make you feel bad, Declan. You’re my younger brother. I’m supposed to look out for YOU, not the other way around.

Conor:You need to make sure that Cameron knows he always has a safe place with you. Make sure he knows that you will never blame him or shame him for whatever life throws his way.

Conor:And never, EVER, minimize what he’s going through. If he comes to you with something, it’s because it matters to him and it should be important to you.

Conor:THAT is what you can do.

Declan:Yeah.

Declan:I can do that.

Declan:You’re right. Aela’s good at that stuff too.

Declan:She’ll make sure to slap me upside the head if I fuck up. Shay’s open about his feelings and things.

Conor:LOL. I figured that out when, over roasted chicken, he told Da that it was wrong to shame you for liking art.

Declan:Proudest day of my fucking life when he did that.

Conor:I get it. Da did a number on us all, didn’t he?

Declan:Yeah. It’s as if we’re decompressing now that he’s gone. Is it weird I miss him?

Conor:No. I miss him too. Stockholm Syndrome.

Declan:Lol. I’m glad I’m not alone. Brennan seems to be the most okay with it.

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