Page 81 of Filthy Feck


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Before the chaircollided with him, his hands were up, fingers swiping the battered frame from my grip with an ease that took me aback.

Conor was a desk jockey.

I’d seen the pictures on those few occasions he’d starred in an article onPage Sixand had seen his upper half during video calls, so I knew he wasn’t doughy, but this was different.

He was strong.

As he snagged the chair and threw it across the room, I gaped at him.

He just arched a brow at me. “Lodestar.”

My throat bobbed at that.

Lodestar.

Not Star.

He was mad at me.

The pain that overwhelmed me crushed my chest. I shook my head as I keened the words, “You’re a traitor.”

He sniffed. “I’m not the one who ran away.”

“So you turned against me? You’re one of them!” I shrieked, confusion tearing me to shreds because a part of me just wanted to hurl myself at him and another part wanted to kick him between the legs and crack those fucking nuts of his.

“No. I came here to find you,” he corrected, folding his arms across his chest. “Youare the one who embroiled me in a million conspiracies and then cut and goddamn ran.”

A million conspiracies?

The ache in my head doubled down, making my temples feel like they were pounding as blood rushed to the sensitive skin. “Are you really here?” That was wishful thinking.

If he wasn’t here, he hadn’t betrayed me.

Not Conor. No.He couldn’t be a Brother. He couldn’t be a member of the United Brotherhood.

Completely in the dark as to where my mind had taken me, my question had him scowling, then he stunned me by stepping closer, his hand moving toward me. I jolted in surprise, turning to the side to avoid his touch. He only tutted his irritation, ignoring how I’d twisted away from him so he could press the backs of his fingers to my forehead.

“You’re running a fever.”

“I’m not sick,” I argued, pulling back when I just wanted to sink into him.

My body was confused.This was my Conor. I’d dreamed about him, for God’s sake. I’d shared things with him I’d shared with no one. And he was here. But… his presence was problematic. His presence had to mean—

“It’d explain why you think you’re hallucinating,” he pointed out.

“No.”

“No?”

“No. I’m not hallucinating. I don’t want you to be here if it means you’re a Brother. You can’t do this to me. And I was—”

“Breaking shit?”

“Yeah. That’s why I’m running hot.” I released a breath. This wasn’t some lucid dream. It was random, but… “Youarehere.”

“I am.”

“That means you’re a Brother.”

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