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I needed to be inside her, gentle and slow.
Her nightgown had buttons at the top, and I started undoing them with gritted teeth. She stroked my face, tracing a finger along my jaw. I shuddered, hovering over her, my heavy cock barely contained by my boxers. When these barriers were gone, I’d shove inside her. Excitement choked me, undoing my self-control, muting my internal warnings. I pulled the nightie over her head and threw it away, and slipped a hand down her panties. White panties with little pink hearts. They were gone as soon as I touched them, shoved down her legs.
That was me shoving them down, ripping them, yanking her legs apart to get at her secret core. I tasted her first, dipping my head to drag my tongue along her center. Oh God, the taste of her, after all this time. She arched, grabbing my hair as I sucked on her clit. Too much? Too rough? She groaned and planted her feet on my bed, letting me have her. She tasted like joy and energy, and all the forbidden fantasies I’d locked out of my mind.
I crooked an arm around one of her thighs so she couldn’t close her legs, even when I moved away to explore other parts of her. I kissed up her stomach, her soft, sweet belly, and then her breasts with taut, rounded nipples. I wanted to bite her and mark her, pinch those nipples until she screamed and begged me to stop.No, no, no…I kissed her shoulder blades and traced her neck with my tongue. She moved her head back, away from me, sighing, and I realized the hand that wasn’t holding her leg was wrapped around her neck, squeezing too hard. My hand, choking her.
But she wasn’t pulling away. I felt a terrifying rush of dominant adrenaline, felt a little more of my control ebb away. Her hips undulated against me, inviting me to take her. Her fingers traced my waistband, tugging at my boxers. I let go of her leg and pinned her with my body instead, grinding against her hot, damp center with the head of my cock encased in thin cotton. Already, the sensation was too much.
I’d felt close to her so many times. When we made music, when we ate and laughed together, when I’d held her after her apartment disaster, but none of those times was anything like this. I felt transformed by desire, blinded, shocked at how much I wanted her.
How much I wanted tohurt her.
I pulled away with a gasp. “Wait.”
She clutched at me. “What?”
“Just…give me a minute. I don’t want to go too fast.” I clenched my teeth from the effort of staying in control. “Okay. Protection. I have a condom in the…the drawer.”
I kicked off my boxers and reached to get a rubber, hating the feeling of being apart from her. I rolled on the condom by sheer force of will, the will to protect her, because what I really wanted was to come inside her with nothing between us. I wanted everything. All of her.
I studied her to be sure this was what she wanted, although I was afraid, at this point, it would be impossible for me to stop. Her eyes were glued to my cock, which was engorged and jutting and so fucking hard it hurt.
“You’re big,” she said.
For the first time, she looked as if her courage might falter.Yes, I’m big. I’m mean. I’m bad and rough. That’s why I tried to say no to you, say no to this.“We don’t have to do this,” I said, breathless with lust for her. “We probably shouldn’t do this.”
She opened her arms to me in answer. Instead of hugging her, I grasped her forearms and pressed them to the bed like the forceful, dominant animal I was. Had I imagined I could control myself, keep the lid on these urges, when she was the woman I’d always wanted most in my life? I parted her legs with my knees, spread them wide so she had no way to stop me as I pressed inside her.
Stop me. Tell me to stop.
She held my gaze and bared her teeth, taking my girth without complaint, my braided, brazen Nordic princess. She was so wet and tight. I died as I eased inside her, holding her arms so hard I probably bruised her. I didn’t want her to move, because that might make me fall apart. The whole fucking world spun around me, but I couldn’t let her move, because I was only just driving inside her and it was already the best sex I’d ever had. Her walls gripped me, triggering every nerve ending in my dick. She whined, a soft animal whine, and I was about to lose it again.
“No,” I said as she arched against me. “I’ll hurt you.”
She spread her legs wider and whispered, “I want you to hurt me.”
And that was the end of all my control.
Chapter Ten: Alice
Icould hardlythink. I could barely breathe. My hands made fists as Milo thrust deep inside me, stretching me, driving to the hilt.
Don’t let go of me, please, don’t let go, don’t let go…
No, he wasn’t letting go. He held me down with his hands and his body, making me take the thickest cock I’d seen in my life—even in porn—deep inside my pussy. No apologies, no restraint, but I didn’t care. When I squirmed to accommodate him, his legs forced mine wider, and his thrusts jarred me, lifting me from the bed. My clit throbbed each time he entered me, and some hyper-stimulated spot inside my walls made me shudder. Sex wasn’t supposed to feel this wild and crazy—or maybe it was, and I just never knew it.
Was it this crazy because we’d waited so long? Was that why our joining felt like something happening on some elevated plane? His body covered mine, muscular and hard, commanding, frightening, so wonderfully frightening. Our hips rocked together, and every time he entered me and left me, there was a greater shock of pleasure. I was building to a frantic climax, but it was too soon to come yet.
I struggled against him, like that might hold off the explosion inside me, but I was too far gone. My orgasm came so hard and fast that I couldn’t even cry out. I gasped as my pussy walls clenched around his shaft, as wave after wave of pleasure drowned my senses. He slowed, pressing hard in me as the ripples strung out.
“Look at me,” he said through clenched teeth. “Look at me while you’re coming.”
I stared into his dark eyes, which only increased my climax’s intensity. I knew him so well, I could read all his feelings—excitement, pleasure, pride. As soon as the orgasm ebbed enough for me to speak, I said, “I came too soon. I wanted more.”
“Oh, you’re going to get more.” He drew out of me in a long, slow slide, maximizing the friction, then pushed in just as slow. Now that the frenzy of my first orgasm had passed, I was able to focus on details I’d missed before, like the feel of his flexing abs against my stomach, and the sensual way he parted his lips.
“Are you ever going to kiss me?” I whispered, looking at those lips.
