Page 68 of Double Devotion


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“Hang on! Hang on! Do you mean...?” Michael peers into his eyes, awed by his suggestion.

“Yes, that’s exactly what I mean,” he replies with determination.

“And how exactly do you suppose this is going to work?” He furrows his brow. “After all, we’re both attracted to women. I’m not sure I follow.”

“It’s pretty clear, just go with it,” he explains, dead serious. “Our relationship in nothing but a triangle and Sam’s the tip. We’ll each have our special relationship with her and enjoy the ride.”

“Are you crazy?” I exclaim, “I love you both very much, but I can’t even imagine such a scenario. Do you really think I’ll have what it takes to keep you both happy and satisfied? I can’t. Take my word, it won’t be an easy thing to do!” I say and giggle.

“It’ll be fine,” Avi dismisses me. “We’re all in this together and we’ll help each other adjust. Let’s try to make the best out of this situation and our time together and do everything in our power to finally be happy.” Then he adds, “but before we conclude this, there’s one thing you should realize. Sam belongs to me. Our bond is etched into our flesh and I’ll never give her up , no matter the circumstances. Understand?”

“I don’t blame you!” He looks at me with loving and tired eyes. “We can try it for a while and see how it goes. I really hope no one gets hurt. Love tends to grow and deepen. In any case, I’m totally in love with her as well. So, if it suits you both, we can give it a go. Worst-case scenario, we’ll all stay good friends. I’m beat.” He yawns loudly and giggles. “Let’s go to bed.”

We all agree.

The bed is so comfortable, I seem to drown in its softness. I close my eyes, as they both lie at my sides. Michael spoons me as I lie on top of Avi’s chest. And, just like this, we simply fall asleep.

The rays of the sun caress my bare skin, heralding a brand-new era in my life, completely unknown, exciting and lustful. But first, I have to call Roy. I make my way through their perfect bodies and try to stand up as Avi pulls me backwards and sniffs me.

“And where do you think you’re going?”

“I have to call Roy,” I giggle.

“Oh, that’s very important,” he sets me free. “Tell him that I miss him.”

Roy immediately senses the great shift in my voice.

“Mommy, you sound so happy!”

“I’m very happy to hear your voice, my prince. What matters most is that we’re all happy and love you very much.”

“I know that, Mommy, and I’ll always be proud of you, no matter what. I’ll always love you!”

Although I knew that his vocabulary was quite rich for a child of his age, his ability to articulate his feelings has always left me stunned. We love each other immensely, in a way that cannot be expressed with words. Sometimes our love was imperiled by our day-to-day trials. But it always stayed strong.

“Avi says hi.”

“Tell him I miss him,” Roy responds.

“I will,” I promise and kiss him through the phone.

Undoubtedly, kids are immediately affected by their parents’ moods. I’m so lucky, I smile with gratitude and glee.

When I come back, I tell them about my conversation with Roy.

“You’re such a great mother,” Michael says with twinkly eyes.

“Totally,” Avi looks into my eyes and adds, “I can’t wait to have children with you.”

“Oh, Avi. I’ve already told you it’s too soon for me. I’m not even sure I’ll ever want to get married again. It might ruin the magic between us. Please, try to understand. I need some space. This isn’t the right time.”

Avi falls silent, but clearly, he’s unwilling to put the matter to rest. He never let’s go when it comes to me.

“You still don’t get who you’re messing with,” Michael chuckles. “He’ll probably want to have a fivesome.”

“Well, then, he’s clearly insane then,” I roll my eyes.

He pounces on me.

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