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“That I'm not a damsel? Yes, I don't think I am.”
“No. Do you think I'm trying to save you?”
“What would you call it?”
“I don't know that I would call it anything. Just being myself. And I'm not going to stand around and let people disrespect you or cause you harm. Therefore, I do what needs to be done. It's just the kind of man that I am. I don't sit and wait around for orders or for somebody else to take control of the situation. I do it. You want something? I get it. If someone is out to hurt you, I hurt them first. If ou need something, it's already yours. So if you..” He paused and stepped forward into my space looking into my eyes. His hands gripped my waist and he helded me tight. “If you have a problem with me being who I am. It's just something you'll have to deal with.”
I wanted to roll my eyes but didn’t think that was going to help me much.
“I would never hurt you. Especially the way that Marcus has. But I'd never leave you alone either. I understand that I can be a bit much. You’ll adjust. Being uncomfortable means you’re growing accustomed to something different. We haven't found our groove yet, baby.”
“Why do you speak of us as if we're a couple or already together?”
“In my mind, we are. I'm just waiting for you to catch up. See again, I already know what I want. Know what I need. I'm already yours. I'm biding my time.”
“I don't think it's a good idea.”
“Why do you keep saying that?” He asked while searching my eyes for the solution to that problem.
I remained quiet. Did he really want me to explain that to him?
“I think it’s a perfect idea. I can't keep my hands off you. And you don't seem opposed to the idea of us. Almost like you say it so that there's a record that you protested. But I'm still here. If you truly don't want this I understand. Just say so. But the way that you respond, the way that you lean into my caresses, and the way we fit so well together, tells me I'm not the one that's wrong. When you're ready, we can give this a chance. Until then, I plan to make staying away from me impossible.”
He leaned in for a kiss. I turned my head to avoid his sinful mouth. I couldn’t get lost in his kisses again. They clouded my thoughts and made me give in to his unspoken demands. He used his fingers underneath my chin to turn my head back toward him.
“It’s already written in the stars.” He captured my lips in a smooth kiss.
When I tried to move away, he grabbed a fist full of hair and pulled me into him. I moaned into his mouth while he claimed mine. I gripped his shirt in my hands needing more than he could offer me right now. Still wound up from earlier, it didn’t take long before I wanted to jump Beni.
He pulled away first. “The quicker that you give in to me, the more time that you’ll have to be spoiled in every way by me, Firefly. Let me show you what love should be like. I can’t promise that I won’t hurt you unless you beg me to.”
“Beni…”
“I told you I’d chase you if you run.” He nipped the side of my neck. “Net in hand, I will catch you Firefly.”
“Mhm…” I leaned in taking a slew of kisses to savor later. “I need to get back up there.”
“You do. I need to clean up this mess.” The corner of his lips turned upward.
“It is messy.” I backed away from him slowly. “You’ve made it that way though.” I caressed the exposed skin on my chest and dropped my hand slowly to tease him about what he couldn’t have right now.
“I don’t care if your staff walks in and sees you getting the best fuck of your life. You, though. You’ll have a problem with being exposed and caught in here that way. Don’t tempt me, Firefly. You’ll be surprised at the consequences.” Beni promised.
“I’ll be upstairs if you need me.” I finished before backing upstairs to get him away from me. I needed more distance that wasn’t filled with him.
“Is that an invitation?” He yelled out.
I giggled not bothering to answer that. I didn’t know if it was or wasn’t.
Disappearing into work was easy. The night went quickly and I was grateful that it was our last night of the week. Tomorrow was Sunday and I got to sleep in later. Cara drove me home and I went to sleep immediately. Though I’d escaped Beni for the rest of the night, he invaded my dreams as if he was trying to teach me a lesson.
I got lost in the many different positions that we fucked. It kept me on edge the entire time. I woke up having an orgasm so intense that I’d screamed. That wasn’t enough. Needing more, I masturbated until I chanted his name when I came. Spent, I cursed Beni. Somehow he’d managed to work his way in and now I had to figure out how to make him go away.
Somehow, I knew that wasn’t happening. Drained, I gripped my pillow, pretending it was him, and gave into a more restful sleep.
ChapterEight
BENI
