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“If you make a list, I can go to your place and pick some things up,” I offered, something I have never done before, but she was unique, and I wanted to try and make this process as positive as possible for her. She was only going to get to do this once, and I wanted her to experience as much as she could with it.
“I’d appreciate that. I’ll think about it and make a list,” she said slightly warmly.
“Was being around Gab ok?” I knew he would be great with her, but I wanted to ensure she didn’t feel uncomfortable with him.
“He was great. He was definitely not kidding about the old Jewish woman part.”
I gave a huff of a laugh before I spoke, “He’s always been like that. His mother had a lot of mental health issues. She was born into this life, but her father was a real fucking piece of work. On top of that, she was bipolar and was on and off her meds most of Gab’s life. He was the one that took care of her. Whenever she was sad, he would cook for her. Whenever she was happy, they would cook or bake together. Cooking and caring for people became a huge part of his identity.”
Most people assume that if you grew up in this life, you are a cold-hearted asshole who grew up with everything you could ever want. That just wasn’t true. A lot of people in this life were broken and fucked up. People don’t realize that we see the worst in humanity from a very young age.
I remember the first time I saw a dead body. I was five, and some of my dad’s guys were burying it in the backfield at our house. On my thirteenth birthday, my dad’s present to me was to learn how to torture someone. He used to make me read different anatomy books to learn ways to inflict the most pain without causing death. That was normal to me. I wasn’t born this way; I was made into this person with the skillset I have.
“It’s not something I would have suspected,” Natalie admitted.
“Most don’t. I gotta get cleaned up. You should get some sleep.”
Given her unique position, she needed to rest as much as possible to ensure the baby was okay. I also really needed to take a shower and wipe the blood of her father off me. It didn’t bother me; blood had stopped being an issue long ago, but she didn’t need to see it. She gave the nod, and we both headed up the stairs. She headed into her room and I went into my own room with an ensuite shower. I knew Gab would be in one of the guest rooms.
We typically rotated in the main bedroom when one of us was set to be working as the main guard. With me as the main guard for Natalie, it meant I got the nice bedroom, and he had to suffer in one of the guest bedrooms. Not that he was suffering; it just meant he had to walk down the hall whenever he had to take a leak. I grabbed a towel and headed into the bathroom. I quickly stripped off my clothes and got under the hot water. It felt good against my skin; it was exactly what I needed after today.
***
I wrapped the towel around my hips and opened the bathroom door. I was instantly surprised to see Natalie sitting on the end of my bed in a pink silk robe. Her long light blonde hair was down; it only emphasized how blue her eyes were. She was gorgeous. There was no denying that. I didn’t know why she was here, though. Why she had gotten changed into a robe and whatever was underneath it to come and see me.
“Sorry, you just looked upset and I wanted to check in and see if you were ok,” she said with a slightly shy smile.
“I’m gonna have to call bullshit on that one. It takes a lot more than some blood and dirt to upset me. Why are you really here?”
I didn’t know what game she played, but I knew she wasn’t here for me. Killing her father hadn’t upset me at all. He deserved everything I did to him and more. I hadn’t been upset and knew I hadn’t given off any indication that I was, so what was she up to? She gave me a flirty smile as she spoke.
“I heard you last night. I couldn’t sleep and was walking around the house when I heard you moaning. I thought maybe you were having a nightmare or something, but then I saw the door partway open and what you were doing. I can’t stop thinking about it.”
Well, this night was not turning out like I had expected. I wasn’t sure what game she played, but I was interested in finding out the rules. She was breathtaking. There was no arguing, and if she wanted to have sex, it would be tough for me to say no. We were allowed to sleep with the women. We could do whatever we wanted as long as it didn’t put the baby at risk. I just never did. I hadn’t been with anyone since Alexis’ death.
I’ve never been attracted to anyone to the point of wanting to sleep with them. Last night I couldn’t stop thinking about Natalie. The desire was so strong all I could do was jerk off in the hopes that it would make the desire fade. Seeing her here in this robe was proving me very wrong.
“Still doesn’t explain why you’re here.” I needed to hear her say the words. I needed to hear that she wanted to have sex.
She gave me a sexy smile as she stood up and pulled the sash on her robe, revealing that she was completely naked. I couldn’t help the light groan that escaped my mouth at the sight of her. I thought she was beautiful before, but that was nothing compared to the gorgeous sight before me.
“I think you know why,” she played.
“I need to hear you say it.” I’d have to be fucking blind, deaf and dumb to not know what she wanted. That didn’t change the fact that I needed to hear the words. I needed her to tell me that she wanted to fuck. Maybe it was unnecessary, but I had to hear the words to put my mind at ease.
She ran her hand down my chest and toward the top of the towel as she spoke. “I want you to fuck me.” She quickly pulled the knot from the towel, and it fell to the floor, exposing my already hard cock. Her hand traveled lower as she continued, “You’re supposed to take care of me, right? Are you really going to let me go to bed all wet and needy? Are you going to make me play with myself again?”
Fuck it. I grabbed her by the back of her neck and pulled her into me, pressing my lips against hers. She instantly responded and kissed me back with as much need as my own. She felt amazing, more so than I had anticipated. It had been a long time since I had felt the smooth skin of a woman against my own. My cock pulsed with need, and as much as I should be taking things slow, I knew that wouldn’t be possible. I ran my hands down her back to her ass. I cupped it and picked her up.
She instantly wrapped her legs around my hips and held onto me. I crossed the short distance toward the bed and moved my hands to her hips before breaking the kiss and gently tossing her down on the bed. She giggled slightly as her breasts bounced with the movement.
I ran my hands up her legs, and she quickly opened them for me. I kissed her inner left thigh before I turned my attention to what I had truly been craving. I ran my tongue along her pussy before sucking on her clit. She gave a deep moan as a moan escaped my own lips at how sweet she tasted. This has always been my favorite part. I continued to feast on her as I slipped a finger in and started to stretch her. The urge to be inside of her was overwhelming, and I quickly worked her. It didn’t take long before she was a moaning mess.
I could feel her inner walls tightening around my fingers, and I knew she was close. I flicked my tongue repeatedly over her clit, and she emitted a mewling sound right before her whole body tensed up. I quickly pulled my fingers out before licking at her core.
“Armando.” She sighed a deep moan as she started to cum. I greedily lapped up everything she had to offer. She was so sweet-tasting, like honey, and I would never get enough of it. I continued to lick her through every pulse, and I didn’t stop until she squirmed again. I knew she was oversensitive, and that was where I wanted her.
I pulled back and started to kiss my way up her body. Her hands ran through my hair as I took her right nipple into my mouth, causing her to moan and arch up against me.
