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“I went and got the shot,” I tell him. “About a month ago, actually. But I waited to tell you because I wanted this to be special.”
He expels all the air in his lungs, and he drops down on top of me. “Seriously? We can?”
I nod. “But I want to be on top of you. I want to be the one makingyoucome.”
A smile stretches across his face and he kisses me, grabbing my waist as he rolls us over. I bend my knees on either side of him and start to ride his cock, making sure to stay slow and calculated because we’re not fucking right now.
We’re loving each other in the best way we know how.
“That feels so good,” he groans. “You make me feel so good, baby. I can’t wait to fill you up.”
My hair hangs down around my face, like it’s blocking us out from the rest of the world. The only ones who exist in this moment are he and I. There’s no one else who matters. We’re back in our own little bubble, and I want to stay here for the rest of my life.
His fingertips lightly dig into my hips as he helps me ride him, and I can tell the moment he starts to get close because his jaw clenches. There’s a look in his eyes, like he’s right there, and all he needs is one more push. And as I drop down and tangle my tongue with his own, we’re both done for.
Our moans mix together as he pulls me down while arching his hips up, getting as deep as he can as he fills me with his come. I can feel him pulsing inside of me as he empties everything he has, and I’m clenching around him with the same intensity as I come on his cock for the second time tonight.
When we both start to calm down, Hayes is looking at me in total awe. There have been a lot of times where I see him surprised by something, but I’ve never seen him speechless. He’s always got something dirty coming out of his mouth. And yet, right now, there’s nothing but fondness and a dropped jaw.
After a moment, he suddenly rolls us back over, as if he forgot something. And when he sits up and starts to pull out, I realize exactly what it is. The moment he lets his cock slip out of me, I can feel his cum leak out of my pussy.
“So fucking perfect,” he murmurs.
His eyes bounce between me and where he’s watching his cum dripping out of me.
“There’s nothing better than you. Better than this.”
I find comfort in his words, letting them play through my mind over and over again, even as he gets up to find a washcloth and comes back to clean me up just as delicately as he did earlier. But when the sexual bliss fades, the fear returns in his eyes.
“I love you,” I tell him as he lies beside me, trying to keep him with me in this moment.
He smiles tiredly. “I love you, too.”
But while his words sound genuine, I still can’t help but feel afraid. Because I know the look he has in his eyes. The one he’s trying to hide from me.
He’s pulling away again.
I’ll admit,when Laiken told me that she left to protect me, I thought it was bullshit. I knew that’s whatshebelieved, but it wasn’t at all what I wanted. I wished she had told me. That we hadn’t lost out on all that time together. That she would’ve given me the chance to do something about it before she just up and left.
But as I stand here now, I understand it completely.
Riley wants us to be miserable. She wants to rip us apart, and I know without a doubt that she will do whatever it takes to make that happen. She won’t stop until we’re two broken souls with irrevocable damage.
A life without her is the last thing I want, but I also won’t do anything that puts her in harm’s way either—including being with her.
“Hayes.” Riley calls. “The keg. Did you change it already?”
I shake myself out of my thoughts and nod. “Yeah, earlier this morning.”
It’s so hard, standing here with her and knowing what she’s done, yet not being able to do anything about it. Cam was right. We need to be calculated when it comes to her. Impulsivity won’t work in our favor.
My head drops and I rub the back of my neck, feeling all of the tension piling up on me. Mali watches me intently, and if I had to guess, I’d say Riley is, too.
“Is it just me, or does he look like he’s constipated?” Mali jokes.
I can tell it’s killing her, too, not being able to do anything to Riley. But the important thing is not leaving any of us alone with her. Not until we get this all figured out.
And not until I get Laiken as far away from her as possible.
