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Yet, even knowing that, I don’t think I have it in me to stop him.

My back hits the wall, and he smirks. “What’s wrong, Rochester? Don’t like not being the one in control?”

“I came here to talk,” I try, but my shaky voice gives me away.

He gives me a skeptical look. “I told you; I don’twantto talk.”

Grabbing my wrist, he pulls me into him and spins me around. His touch burns as he drags his hand down my side.

“You fucked me that night knowing it was going to be the last time,” he repeats. “That was on your terms. This is on mine.”

The moment his mouth meets my neck, showing he remembers exactly where to go, I know I’m screwed. He sucks hard on my skin, not giving a shit if he leaves a mark for everyone to see or not, and I’m too fucked up to care. He reaches around and undoes the button on my jeans, shoving them down to my knees, along with my panties. There’s no teasing, no foreplay. I feel his cock graze against my ass before he bends me over and rubs himself against my pussy.

“I don’t have a condom,” he tells me. “If that’s a game changer for you, this is the only out you’re getting.”

A part of me screams to take the out. I’d probably be a lot better off emotionally if I do. But knowing he hasn’t been with anyone else, thanks to Cam, I say nothing and grip the wall in front of me.

It’s been too fucking long, so the moment he pushes in, I feel myself stretch around him to the point where it’s painful. But unlike when he took my virginity, he’s not patient or kind this time, and honestly, it’s almost better that way. The two of us moan in unison, letting the sounds of our pleasure fill the room.

He pulls out and slams back in. His hands grip my hips tightly. I’m sure there will be fingertip shaped bruises left behind in the morning, but I’m okay with it. At least there will be something to tell me this really happened. That it wasn’t another dream meant to torture me.

“Play with your fucking clit,” he demands. “Get yourself off on my cock.”

I don’t even attempt to deny him. I can’t. I’ve been so desperate for this, to the point where all I want is to obey his every word. I bring one hand down and rub circles against my clit, but honestly, I probably don’t even need it with the way his cock is rubbing against my g-spot as he thrusts into me harshly and repeatedly.

“You’re going to come on my cock, and then you’re going to swallow everything I have to give you,” he growls.

My head falls forward, only for him to grab my hair and pull me back, wrapping his hand around my neck.

“Answer me, Laiken.”

“Fuck,” I breathe. “Okay.”

He brings his other hand down and covers my own. “What’s wrong? Still can’t get yourself off?”

His fingers press mine harder against myself, and I only last a couple more seconds before the best orgasm of the last year and a half explodes inside of me. My whole body shakes against him as my pussy clenches around his cock.

“God, yes,” he groans. “You always were such a good girl for me when you wanted to be.”

With a few more thrusts, he throws me forward and pulls out, and I immediately know what to do. I spin around and drop to my knees, opening my mouth for him. He fills it completely as he shoves himself into the back of my throat. I look up at him, but his eyes are closed and his jaw locked. He grips my hair, fucking into my mouth for only a couple thrusts, and then he shoots everything he has down my throat. I swallow down every last drop, like it’s the only thing that will keep me alive.

But I don’t know if I’ll even make it out of this alive.

Once he’s done coming down from his high, he slips out of my mouth and looks down at me, but there’s no love there like everyone seems to think there is.

He looks cold.

Heartless.

Dead inside.

He puts himself back into his pants and takes a step back. “You can see yourself out.”

My heart lurches at the sight of him starting to walk away, and I scramble to my feet as I pull my pants up. “So, you’ll fuck me but you won’t talk to me?”

He stops and looks back at me. “Sucks, doesn’t it?”

It’s not that I don’t understand the grudge he’s holding. Trust me, I get it. And if I were in his place, I’d probably be doing the same. But we’re never going to get anywhere if he doesn’t tell me what I deserve to hear.

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