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Cade was so far out of my league that we weren’t even playing the same sport. He was a star football player and I was captain of the bingo club, if bingo clubs were even a thing. But he’d asked me out. I had to remember that. He’d dressed up. He’d arranged for us to eat at a really nice place. He was taking me seriously, and I was going to do the same to him. Unfortunately, I wasn’t ready to see him face-to-face yet, but…
Maybe that was okay.
I remembered my sexts with Ellis. I’d let loose,reallylet loose. And I’dlikedit. The sexting, that is. And yeah, the masturbating that came along with sexting. New Tessa had gone for it in a way Old Tessa never would have, and the results had been glorious—I’d never felt like that before. It was terrifying and exhilarating and hot and for just a moment I forgot I was Tessa Stewart, the most timid girl in the world for the twenty-fourth year in a row. I wasn’t self-conscious at all, and the self-doubt that had always plagued me had miraculously disappeared, even if just for a couple of minutes. I was bold, I was brave, I was a sexy kitten and proud of it.
I wanted to recapture that feeling. Here and now with Cade.
TESSA:Hi Cade, it’s Tessa—
I stopped. This wasn’t an email to a hiring manager. I needed that chill vibe.
TESSA: Yo, Cadester—
Too much.
TESSA:Hey, just running a bit late. Traffic. Ugh. Hopefully you’re not stuck in it, too! - Tessa
I pressed Send, and still hiding between the shrubs, I sagged against the adobe wall, still warm from the afternoon sun. I closed my eyes and tried to breathe in deep, comforting breaths, like the ones Cade had taught me in his yoga class.
A few seconds later he texted me back.
CADE:No problem. I’ve got a really nice spot all ready for when you get here. See you soon!
I was about to text back when he added with another message:
CADE:Want me to go ahead and grab you a drink?
TESSA: Sure. Anything with alcohol is acceptable!
CADE: Anything in particular you like?
I stared at the screen. You can do it, Tessa! Just be sexy. Remember what you did with Ellis…
After glancing to the right and to the left and to the right again just to make sure no one was watching, I ducked further behind the sharply trimmed hedges lining the building. Partially hidden behind the dark leaves, my fingers moved over the illuminated keyboard on my cell phone.
TESSA:The wetter the better, eh?
I ran my hand over my face and moaned. What in the actual world was I doing? I erased the words on the screen as quickly as my pointer finger could tap the delete key and sighed.
I knew what I should do: I should step out of these bushes, because adults who aren’t bound for prison don’t hide in bushes. I should round the corner, smile at Cade, and say, “Hi”. “Hello” would also be acceptable.
But if I stepped out of the bushes I wouldn’t turn the corner toward Cade. I would turn the corner toward the bus stop.
And I didn’t want that.
Shaking the tension from my shoulders and exhaling a steadying breath, I typed quickly.
TESSA:I prefer something stiff.
I sent the message and there was no stopping it now. Leaning my head against the wall, I closed my eyes. Each second dragged out longer than the one before it. I felt like I was stuck in chair pose the way my whole body quivered. When my phone flashed I nearly dropped it into the mulch. My fingers fumbled to unlock the screen.
CADE:Haha stiff isn’t a problem at all. Sweet or tangy?
I shifted against the wall as I imagined Cade getting hard at just the softest of my touches. Would his dick twitch at the scrape of my nails against the nape of his neck? Would blood rush to his groin if I whispered his name into his ear, my breath hot and intoxicating? What if I didn’t touch him at all? Would his cock stiffen at just the sound of me undoing my bra clasp?
I ran my hand over the straps of the sexy see-through black bra beneath the tangerine crop top from my shoulder down to the swell of my breast and felt my nipple strain against the pressure of my palm.
TESSA: Spicy.Always spicy.
