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Cade

I parked my Volkswagen van outside of Tessa’s apartment and laid my hand on her arm as she reached to open the door. She turned back to me, her soft brown eyes finding mine. I remembered the way they looked like amber as she rode me in the sand. I would gladly, easily, eagerly be trapped inside of them.

That’s when I came to a decision about the sex study she’d told me about. I’d been considering it since Tessa had explained it to me. Hell, I’d been fantasizing about it: someone monitoring our heart rates spiking as we unclothed each other, someone taking detailed notes about our temperatures as her nails dug into my back and as my fingers drove her to the edge with rapid pulses against her clit, someone watching as we brought each other to climax, bodies sweaty and heaving against one another.

Now, after we’d made love, I had the memories of our time together to add to the fantasies. Her vulnerability drove me crazy, the innocence in her eyes when she looked down at me, her tits exposed, nipples hard for me, made me feel like I was losing my mind, her laugh was something I wished I could bottle and hold onto forever.

I wanted to experience all that again, one-on-one with her, but also while someone watched.

I’d had a threesome with a girl and another guy once, but just once. I’d enjoyed it, but hadn’t felt the burning urge to do it again. With Tessa, though, I found the idea sexy as fuck. I was really into her though. I wasn’t sure how I’d handle seeing her with other men, right in front of me, having to share her lips, her body, her everything, when I’d just experienced all that glory for myself on the beach earlier.

But I’d seen how wild she’d gotten in my arms, I’d seen therealher, all of her, letting herself out. And I remembered what she’d said—that the sex study wasn’t just a way for her to make money, but a way for her to fulfill her own fantasies and let herself be bold and adventurous for a change. Bottom line, I wanted to help give her all that.

If that meant participating in a sex study with her and two other guys, well, I was in. Game on. And I couldn’t deny it made me hot, imagining how it might go, Tessa riding my cock as she sucked another guy off, and a second guy stroking himself as he watched her getting fucked.

“I want to do the sex study,” I said.

Tessa’s eyes widened in surprise. “You do?” she asked, voice incredulous.

I nodded again.

She lifted an eyebrow and searched my eyes. “You’re sure? You’re okay with there being other guys there? When I don’t even now who they’ll be?”

“I’m positive. I can even help you find the other guys. Make sure they deserve to be with you. Because you are amazing and deserve only the best, Tessa.”

A wide, infectious grin stretched across her face and I realized making her happy made me happier than I had been in a long time.

“So that means you’re the best, doesn’t it?” she teased.

“All I can say is whatever I am, I’ll always try to be my best for you.”

She stared at me, and moisture pooled in her eyes before she blinked the tears away. “You’re amazing, Cade,” she said. “Thank you for today. And thank you for wanting to do the sex study with me.” She leaned over to press an earnest kiss to my lips.

I kissed her back passionately with one question echoing in my head: Who was this incredible, irresistible Tessa Stewart?

I already knew there was no easy answer, but I also knew something else.

I was going to enjoy every second we were together finding out.

Chapter 11

Tessa

One down. Two to go.

I was so thrilled Cade wanted to be part of the sex study. Not only was he an amazing man who turned me on, mentally and physically, but he was so cool he was willing to help me find the other participants for the sex study, too. It made sense, in a way. After all, he’d be in that room with the two other guys, too, so I figured he should have some input into who I picked.

I just didn’t know if I could ever find two other guys who I wanted more than I wanted Cade. I’d had more fun with him that day on the beach than I’d ever imagined possible, and just the knowledge that I’d be spending more time with him made me weak at the knees.

Now I was in my apartment the following weekend, facing my mirror, fluffing my hair and checking my teeth, preparing to go on my first of five dates atThe Celtic Cave, thanks to Cade, who’d told me about a hybrid speed-dating service. It wasn’t your typical speed dating, where you spent five minutes each getting to know a handful of strangers while others did the same next to you. With this event, I’d had to register beforehand, the organizers had matched me up with five guys based on the information I’d provided, and I’d been instructed to meet up with each of them at The Celtic Cave. It was kind of a mix of matchmaking service and speed dating, which I’d thought was cool. I’d even told Ellis about it in case he wanted to do it. Seemed fair, since he’d shared his dating app with me.

Ellis hadn’t seemed all that interested. Then again, he hadn’t seemed that interested when I’d told him Cade had agreed to do the sex study with me either. Of course, I’d been blushing and smiling the entire time, so I’m pretty sure Ellis had figured out that Cade and I had done a whole lot more than I was telling him. For several minutes, Ellis had just stared at me, his expression blank but his gaze intense. When I’d asked him if he was alright, he’d snapped out of it, then wished me luck.

I slipped my phone back into my bra and headed out into the hall to punch the Down button on the elevator. When the doors opened, I looked up to see Jamie emerge from the elevator.

I sighed and rolled my eyes.

“Eh, there lassie,” he said. “You like my new little ditty the other night at the bar?”

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