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Letus have everything before we go back to having nothing.
Her last words had been just as powerful as the words preceding them, pulling him toward her as if they were connected by a string until his mouth took hers. He kissed her, then kissed her again, greedy for more.
Her softness. Her sweetness. Her light.
He was in awe of her honesty, her raw vulnerability, her courage, and her perceptiveness. She’d seen the moment when he’d touched her and how deeply it had affected him. He’d tried to stay away from her, but after what had happened between him and Elena, Julian had heard Skylar’s siren call on replay until he’d accepted if he didn’t see her, he’d go mad. And when she hadn’t answered his attempts to reach her, hehadgone a little mad. Two days without her, and he suddenly felt like his world had diminished in both scope and clarity.
Things were less detailed, less colorful, less brilliant when she wasn’t with him. It was as if she’d enhanced his senses, and he hadn’t even realized it until it started to fade away.
Desperate, he’d decided to stop by her office and bring a peace offering. The whole time he’d considered what to bring her, guilt had eaten away at him. Would she know that he’d been with Elena? Would it hurt her? Because he didn’t want to hurt her; he just wanted to protect himself.
In the end, he decided that the most significant peace offering he could give her wasn’t flowers or chocolates but himself. Naked and exposed. She probably wouldn’t understand the symbolism in it, but Julian would.
Naked sushi had been a flash of brilliance that had paid off, but the biggest turn-on, for him at least, had been when she’d kissed his entire body in between bites of sushi. The kisses had been lingering, sensual, and almostloving, and he’d soaked up that feeling like a sponge. But then he’d felt something curling in his chest, something he’d never felt before, something he suspected came close to replicating the feelingsshewas expressing, and he’d reverted again and emotionally pulled back, remembering why he’d met with Elena in the first place.
Love, love, love.
He didn’t want to love. Didn’t want to be loved because, in the past, any declarations of love had come with not just strings but regret and self-loathing.
I love you, Julian. You’re such a good boy. I’ve never felt as loved as I do with you.
With the memory of those words came a feeling of despair.
And yet, he’dneverfelt despair with Skylar.
So why couldn’t he just trust in that?
In the feelings that she inspired?
She was right. They didn’t have to worry about the future because a future between them would never come. But they could have right now.
His tongue slashed against hers as he pulled her closer. When he dragged his mouth away and skimmed his teeth down her neck, she moaned, and the sound sent fire through his veins. Her hands were all over his chest, vying with her mouth for real estate as she sprinkled kisses down his sternum and ribs.
She pulled back and began to unbutton her shirt, but her fingers were clumsy, so Julian took over. She, in turn, got to work on her pants, and together, they had her stripped down to her bra and lace panties in mere seconds.
There was a hesitation between them then, an inhalation of air just before taking a dive into the water, and then for the first time, their bare bodies pressed against one another.
“Jesus,” he said. “You feel incredible. Every inch of you.” Lowering his hand, he squeezed her ass and then tugged behind one of her knees until she lifted her leg and curled it around his hip. She gasped when his cock slid against her pussy, but that was nothing compared to the sound she made when he shifted slightly away from her and then worked his fingers against her clit.
Her fingernails dug deeply into his shoulders, causing him to grunt, and he shoved two fingers into her pussy in sweet retaliation, loving how she wiggled her hips, searching for a way to position those fingers exactly where she wanted them. When he sucked one of her nipples into his mouth, she threw her head back. God, her tits were gorgeous, not too big and not too small. A perfect handful.
She reached down and wrapped her fingers around his cock, and he remembered how she’d sucked him off in that strip club. How she’d taken every inch of his cock and swallowed everything he gave her when he came.
“I want you! I need you inside me,” Skylar cried.
“I’m going to fuck you so good, baby,” he said, easing her leg off his hip, then shuffling her toward the desk.
“No,” she said, pulling away. “Like this.”
Grabbing Julian’s hand, she led him to her plush office chair, then pushed down on his shoulders until he sat. Immediately, she scrambled into his lap and straddled him, her knees on either side of his hips, her pussy hovering above his cock.
Julian placed a hand on each of her hips and leaned up to kiss her. He kept it slow. Deep. His tongue pushed in and out of her mouth in a way that was both aggressive and methodical. He dropped one hand and dipped it between her thighs, checking how ready she was. “Princess, you’re so wet.”
“It’s all for you, Julian.”
It dawned on him that he’d wanted to eat her out. “Let me lick your pussy, Skylar. I want to taste you. I want to—”
She kissed him again, sliding her tongue against his, then said, “That’s your taste of me. You can have more later. Right now, I need your cock in me. Take me, Julian. Take me at the same time I take you.”
