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My head’s reeling. Did Jason just tell me that he cares for me, and not as a stepsister? I know he kissed me. He pressed his lips to mine. But I can’t help thinking I might have misunderstood something.
I absent-mindedly finish drying my hair and run a brush through it one last time before heading back into the bedroom, where I find him folding the bedcovers back for me.
“What time is it?” I ask nervously looking around for a clock.
“It’s after two, you need to get some sleep,” Jason whispers as I walk up to the bed. He signals for me to climb in. I do as I’m told and turn on my side facing him before he pulls the covers up to my shoulders.
“I’m just next door if you want me, you know where the others are too. Our doors are always open to you,” he whispers before leaning in and kissing me on the top of the head. “Night, Jazzy.” I watch as he starts to walk to the door.
“Wait,” I call out as I sit up, my head racing.
“What’s the matter?” Jason asks looking over his shoulder at me. I chew my bottom lip and I look down at the bedcovers.
“Would you mind staying with me? I don’t want to be alone right now,” I admit as I look up at him. Jason’s face relaxes as he gives me one of his warm smiles.
“Of course, let me get changed and I’ll be right back,” he replies before leaving the room.
I sit back on the bed and wait. It’s not long before Jason walks in wearing a pair of grey sweatpants and his chest bare. It’s not the first time I have seen him topless, and as always, it’s a sight worth seeing.
All four of the guys have tattoos, Jason’s are across his chest, shoulder and up his neck, as well as down his arm. They are all so beautiful and I realise I have never looked at the actual designs they create. Whenever I have seen them topless, I always try to avoid looking at them too much, scared they will notice.
Jason walks around the bed before climbing in. He flips a switch to turn the lights off before turning on his side and facing in my direction. I roll so I’m facing him placing my hands under my head.
“You okay?” he asks softly, as he brushes my cheek with his knuckles.
“I’m getting there,” I admit quietly. “Thank you for looking after me.”
As my eyes adjust to the darkness, I see the slightest smile on Jason’s lips.
“I would do it all again in a heartbeat, you mean the world to me, Jazzy.”
I realise that I’m starting to believe him, I guess in a way I have for a while, but that nagging voice in my head stops me from relaxing completely when it comes to the guys. There will always be a tiny part of me waiting for them to leave.
I look at Jason and know that I’m safe with him, that I haven’t been alone with my growing feelings for him. I don’t stop to think about what I’m doing, I reach up and cup his cheek like he has done to me so many times, feeling braver than I probably should, as I lean forward and press my lips to his before slowly moving back. My heart’s racing knowing there’s a real chance he’ll reject me.
“You don’t have to do that. I didn’t tell you how I feel so you would act on it,” Jason says firmly as he places his hand over mine. Oh god, I misunderstood what he meant.
“I know,” I admit my voice shaking as my heart continues to race. I wait for him to get up and walk out. Instead, he kisses my palm before cupping my cheek and kissing me back.
His lips are soft against mine and I move so I’m pressed up against him. he runs his tongue over my lips, begging for entry which I grant hungrily. As the kiss deepens, I lift my head so Jason can place an arm underneath it, he threads his fingers into my hair as his other hand slides down my side and comes to rest on my waist, his grip tightening as he tugs me closer against him. I freeze as I realise I can feel his hard cock against my stomach. Our lips part as I gasp with surprise. Jason leans back a little smirking.
“Do you feel how hard I am for you, and only you?” His lips crash into mine again as he grinds against me, making me moan into his mouth. I grind back against him as his grip on my waist tightens and he pulls his lips from mine.
“There’s no going back from this, I hope you’re aware of that.”
“Good,” I reply before kissing him again.
Jason’s hand slides between us and cups my sex, before sliding up and into my shorts.
“Fuck, you’re so wet,” he growls against my mouth, as his fingers find that special spot, causing me to instantly moan. His fingers work me in a way I haven’t been touched before. I’ve been wanting this for so many years, with the slightest touch I’m right on the edge and he seems to know it.
Jason slides one finger into my core and instantly growls.
“Fuck you’re so tight.”
“Jason, please,” I beg as my whole body seems to become alive, every little touch is pushing me closer to that release I so desperately need. Jason seems to realise as I feel his finger working in and out of me as his thumb rubs me in just the right spot.
“You like that, Jazzy? You going to cum on my hand like a good girl?”
