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The surge of jealousy that speared through me was a surprise. I had to bite the insides of my cheeks to keep from snapping at him.
“And how she was in a relationship with all of those guys.” He hesitated, then huffed out a breath. “Is that what you want, Z? Do you want to be with us all?”
Oh God.Here it was. This was the perfect opportunity to tell him. Why was my mouth so dry? Especially considering my stomach was twisting so hard I felt like I was going to throw up. Oh yeah, cause if he rejected me it was going to hurt me more than I’d ever thought possible. How could I care about these men so much in such a short amount of time? The thought of one of them rejecting me hurt more than when Matt and I had broken up and we’d had a three year relationship. It was absurd.
Taking a steadying breath, I turned back around and answered him. “Yes. That’s what I want.” I waited a few heart shattering beats before asking. “Is that something you could do?”
“I’ve been thinking about it.”
His hands went to my hips and he lifted me, turning me around until my legs were over his thighs as I faced him. It wasn’t a comfortable position, not in this saddle, but his eyes were intense on mine. I could sit like this forever if he kept looking at me that way. So sweet and earnest. “As long as I get to have you, I don’t mind sharing you with them.”
A hesitant smile broke out on my face. “Really?”
He nodded, then frowned. “But only them. I don’t think I could handle you bringing anyone else in-”
“I think four men is more than enough for me,” I told him. We both burst out laughing. That sentence felt ridiculous passing my lips. I’d never thought about having multiple men in my life and it seemed crazy, except with these four, it felt right.
He cupped my cheek and started to dip his head. He paused right before our lips brushed, a question on his face.
Closing the distance, I brushed my lips over his. They were firm and it didn’t take long before desire kindled in my belly.
Rush dropped the reins and his hands cupped my ass, pulling me closer to him. I was straddling him now and I couldn’t help but grind down against him. My clit throbbed as he thrust his tongue into my mouth.
“Alright, enough!”
We broke apart, guilt slithering through me as I saw Alden glaring from behind us. I dropped my head down onto Rush’s shoulder and tried to force the embarrassment down. Was I ever going to feel comfortable touching one of them around the others?
“What’s wrong, Beautiful?”
He was so sweet. “I’m not used to this,” I admitted, lifting my head. “I hope you don’t think I…collect men or something.”
He chuckled low at that. “That’s not what I think. This isn’t something I’ve done before either. Shared. The others…” He pursed his lips and trailed off.
Curiosity twisted inside of me. “The others what?”
“Nothing.”
“No. Now you have to tell me,” I told him with a playful growl.
His grin was taunting. “Or what?”
I had nothing and he knew it. He kissed my forehead then turned me back around. It was weird dating a man who was that strong. He picked me up like I weighed nothing. Then again, with the amount of exercise these men did it wasn’t that surprising.
My heart skittered a bit when he pulled me back further into his embrace. My ass was firmly set between his thighs and my eyes widened when I felt his hard-on rubbing against me as the camel moved.
“Is that a missile in your pocket, or are you just happy to see me,” I joked. It was lame, but he laughed. I clenched my teeth for just a moment. One large dick was hard to fit, but three, four? I wasn’t sure that was something I was going to be able to handle.
His lips against my ears made my pussy clench. “That’s all for you.”
It was a good thing they made me a melted mess every time they looked at me because, if I planned to keep up with the sex drives of four men, I was going to need to be horny constantly. A heat simmered inside of me, that prospect turned me on even more.
Of course, I hadn’t confirmed my relationship status with Alden or Torque, but the fact that Rush and Torque had spoken about this eased my anxiety about having that conversation. If I was reading the situation right that meant there was only one left to get on board.
I eyed the back of Keller’s head speculatively. Almost like he could feel my gaze, he turned in his saddle and our eyes met. Before I could read the expression on his face, he turned back around.
It was going to be a fight with him, I knew it. A grin spread across my face at the thought. Fighting was our default, how would that passion translate in bed?
CHAPTER17
