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He thrusts hard and fast, and I clench hard around him, riding my orgasm out. "Daddy!" I cry out and then bite my hand to keep quiet. I don't want anyone to hear us. I don't want to get caught.
Even though I know no one can hear us out here in the middle of nowhere in Caleb's cabin.
I can't help but feel like we're doing something illicit. Wrong. Even though what we do is consensual and we're in love.
But even thinking about the word "love" makes me feel guilty. Guilt is supposed to be reserved for when you do something wrong. You don't feel guilt for anything you do that's right. And I'm not wrong for Caleb. He's not wrong for me.
And I know my father only wants what's best for me, and he's only trying to protect me.
I trust Caleb, and I love him. That has to count for something.
"Oh, fuck, honey," Caleb groans from the small taste of heaven that I give him, and he comes hard inside me. I feel his cock twitch and throb, filling me up with his cum.
I blissfully bask in the afterglow as Caleb slowly eases his cock out of me. I can feel his cum dribbling out of me, down the crack of my ass, and I grind my hips against him to spread it around.
I lay back against the pillows, my mind reeling.
What the fuck are we going to do?
I feel Caleb kiss my shoulder and then lay down next to me. He pulls me against him and kisses my forehead.
I love him so much. How can I deny my feelings now?
But I know my father won't allow this once he finds out.
Caleb strokes the side of my face, ever intuitive. He already knows I'm bothered before I say anything.
"What are you thinking about?" he asks, his voice guarded.
"That it's not fair," I answer honestly. "My father isn't going to let this continue when he finds out, Caleb."
Caleb's arms tighten around me possessively as he growls, "Don't you worry about that, baby. No one is going to take you away from me."
I shake my head and push away from Caleb gently. "But, Caleb, you're wanted for murder. If anyone finds out about us, then you're exposed. Me being here with you is dangerous to you."
Caleb reaches for me again, but I quickly scoot away from him and jump up out of the bed before he can grab me and make me change my mind with his body.
"Heaven," he says my voice like a warning, but I'm already shutting down, the tears forming in my eyes as I hastily get dressed.
I know what I have to do, and it's going to be hard enough without hearing Caleb beg me not to.
I feel Caleb come up behind me, but I bolt just out of his reach before he can wrap his arms around me. If he does that, I'll melt back into him and cave, and I can't do that.
If I really love him, I have to put his safety first, and I take the risk of leading the authorities to him every time I visit him like this.
"Please, Caleb, I have to go," I tell him without meeting his eyes.
"You're coming back?" he asks me, a hint of desperation in his voice.
"Yes," I lie, still without meeting his eyes, "but I have to go now. I'm going to be late to church, and then my father will come looking for me."
"Heaven..."
Caleb calls my name again, but I'm already sprinting out the door like the devil himself is on my heels.
I'm not strong enough to withstand the temptation that is Caleb. Part of it is that I don't want to.
No matter how much I might need to.
