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We’ve already discussed that we have a pull toward one another, but I’m wondering what she wants to do for work. Sure, I know she went to school for business and Russian… but does she have a deep desire that she wants to explore? Or is she thinking that she wants to be a stay-at-home mother? Regardless, I don’t care. I could see her wanting to do something more with her life. She’s been trapped in a home for so long, so it wouldn’t be shocking to me that she’d want to get out and do more.
Mona doesn’t tell me, but I can see on her face that she loves how she can do the simplest things since being here. Whether it’s going out for a coffee in the morning or completing a simple task like running to the grocery store. She wasn’t able to do that with Duarte, and some days I have wondered if she’s felt trapped here, but since our discussion a couple weeks ago, I know she doesn’t. She’s well aware that she can walk out the front door any time she wants. All I can do is hope and pray that I keep making her want to stay.
“Thank you. I think they’re going to love it too, and I really appreciate everything you’re doing for us. You’re a dream, Nazyr, a dream I never saw coming.”
“Med, I think you know I’ll do anything for you.” I mean every word, and she leans up to kiss me sweetly on the lips.
As she pulls away, I inhale slowly through my nose. Mona goes over to the one bed and begins moving around the throw pillows. I don’t know if there’s any rhyme or reason for it, but I let her be. Mona keeps organizing things throughout the room. In the last couple of weeks, she’s gotten some clothing for the girls and some shoes as well. She’s folding clothes, putting them on hangers, and tucking shoes away in the closet.
She turns around with a pile of clothes in her hand and seems a bit shocked. “I’m surprised you’re still here. I thought you would have run into your office or had a call with one of your brothers.”
As of late, I’ve been quite a bit busy with the family business. In all honesty, being with Mona is teaching me to take a more serious role in the business. I’ve struggled a lot lately, and my brothers and sister are well aware of it. I couldn’t move past how I was lied to my entire life. It fucked with my head, but since being with Mona, I’ve realized a lot. I think I’ve learned how to be present in the moment and how for some people, their entire lives can be changed in an instant. It’s taught me to take my role more seriously. It’s taught me that I need to do things better and be a better man.
“Yeah, I want to talk to you about something if you’re not too busy.”
Mona glances down at the pile of clothes in her hands. “I’m not sure this classifies as being busy, but go ahead.”
“We spoke a couple of weeks ago about giving this a go, giving it an actual shot… but we’re sleeping separately every night, and I’d like to change that.” It doesn’t feel like we’re in a relationship. It feels like we’re friends with benefits, and if I’m in a relationship with someone, I want to at least be sleeping in the same bed. I don’t feel like that’s too much to ask. I feel like it’s a normal phase of being with someone.
Mona blinks at me a couple of times before there’s a slight tug at the corner of her lips. “You want me to sleep in bed with you every night?”
“Yeah.” I keep my reply simple, but the reality is Mona’s the only woman I’ve wanted to share my bed with. In the past, I’ve always kicked women out. I’ve appreciated my solidarity, my alone time, being a single man… I just don’t want that anymore.
“If that’s what you want, then yes. I… I think you know my feelings for you are strong, Nazyr. They’ve been growing so much every day, and the last thing I ever wanted to do was push you. I… I gather that you haven’t been in very many serious relationships, and tell me if I’m wrong, but this feels pretty serious to me.”
“It is serious.” Years ago, I would’ve been afraid to say this, but now I’m not in the slightest bit.
“I’m glad to hear you say that. Back to what I was saying, I didn’t want to push you. I didn’t want to ever feel like I was pressuring you into anything. So I thought we might be sleeping side-by-side at some point, but I knew you’d come to me when you were ready, and here you are,” Mona states and then puts some of the clothes in the dresser directly in front of her. It looks like she has a complete system as she does this, and I adore how much pride she’s taking in what she’s doing. She really cares, and it shows in everything she does.
“You’re unlike any woman I’ve ever been with before, Mona, and that’s… that’s exactly what I need in my life.”
Mona shuts the dresser drawer and looks right into my eyes. “You’re what I need too. You might not realize it, Nazyr, but you’re the first man who’s ever stuck up for me. I feel like you’d protect me with everything you have, and I know you will. You’re the type of man who cherishes those close to him, and I’m so glad I’m one of those people.”
“I’d kill for you if I have to, Mona. I hope you see that.” I lick my lips, looking down into those gorgeous vibrant jade green eyes of hers.
“It’s crystal clear to me.” The way she speaks calls to my soul, and I find myself wrapping my arms around her body. I pull her flush against mine and collide my lips with hers, kissing her deeply. She meets my speed and pushes her tongue past my lips, her tongue dancing with my own.
I snake a hand up her back and tangle it in her red hair, holding her firmly as I kiss her. Our kiss is feverish, filled with passion and possibly even love. I don’t know if I can say I’m in love with Mona, but I do love her as a person, and I’m well on my way to being in love with her. I have to be. Otherwise, why would I imagine her being by my side for years to come?
Mona slides one hand up my chest, feeling every muscle slowly. She continues kissing me and sucks my bottom lip into her mouth. Her eyes are fueled with need and desire, and I know there’s nothing that’s going to stop me right now.
I pull her up into my arms and walk over to the wall. She’s in a dress that stops just above her knees, and I reposition her as I tug her panties down her legs until they’re hanging off one foot. Her chest rapidly rises and falls, waiting for me to make my next move. My cock is hard as a rock, threatening to burst right through my pants.
I make quick work of unzipping my fly, allowing my cock to poke through and glide along the lips of her pussy. She’s already wet for me, so I glide against her a couple of times, and when I feel like my cock is lubed up enough, I slide myself inside her. She’s soaking wet, and even though she’s given birth to two children, she’s tight as ever. I rock myself in and out of her, and Mona wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me closer to her.
“God, that feels so bloody good,” Mona whispers in my ear, which only encourages me to keep going. I love it whenever she tells me how much she’s enjoying it. It only eggs me on and makes me want to get her to her release even more.
“It should only ever feel this good,Med,” I tell her as I pull her up into the air a little higher, giving myself a deeper angle. I thrust in and out of her to the point where the head of my cock is barely inside, and every time I ram all the way in, she moans loudly, digging her nails into my flesh.
“Mmm, keep doing that,” Mona requests, and who am I to not oblige?
I keep going over and over again until she’s coming down around me. Her juices flood down my cock, soaking my pants and boxers, eventually making their way to my balls. I know she’s still in the middle of an orgasm, yet I keep fucking her. I want her to ride this feeling out for as long as she can, and I want her to feel like she’s never felt before—on top of the world.
Eventually, my own orgasm rocks through me, and I finish inside of her. I don’t even care that we didn’t use a condom. It’s only a matter of time before my child is inside of her, and if that’s sooner, I won’t give a damn.
I want Mona, and I know I want her by my side forever.
Chapter Sixteen
