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The water splashes over the sides as my eyes open once more, meeting with those hungry ones of my other men as Jonas roars and hammers into me, forcing me tighter against the jet until I come alongside him. I cry out so loudly, everyone hears as I jerk and writhe on his cock and he pumps his cum inside of me. When I slump, he covers me, kissing my skin as his softening cock slips out of me, leaving me whimpering.
I almost slip into the water, but he holds me up as my legs twitch and my heart skips. “I love you, Nova.”
I freeze and turn my head to meet his serious gaze. I was expecting it to be a joke, but there is nothing but sincerity in his eyes as he softly pushes the hair from my face.
“You don’t have to say it back. I know you struggle with love, with trust, but this is enough for me, and even if I never get any more of you, that’s okay. You hold my heart, though, all of it. I’m yours until the very end, and I’m not going anywhere. Where you go, I go. I will never betray you, never hurt you, and never leave you like everyone else, and with time, you’ll believe that.”
Tears fill my eyes as he voices all my fears. Leaning in, he kisses me softly.
“And one day, you will believe that I love you. I will wait for that day.”
“What if it never comes?” I rasp.
“It will,” he vows, his forehead pressed to mine. “Because we plan to show you every day just how worthy, important, and perfect you are so you’ll finally see yourself as you are. Until then, I’ll hold the shattered pieces of your heart and soul with mine.”
FORTY-NINE
After what I’m calling Hot Tub Fun, we spend the rest of the day checking our equipment and relaxing. It’s strange, and we even watch a movie. We are waiting on confirmation from the military bros, as Jonas calls them, so in the meantime, we lie low.
When Dimitri suggests a BBQ, everyone seems excited. I don’t help much with cooking, more moral support from the bean bag I’m reclining in with a beer. Louis and D are bent together over the grill, Jonas and Nico fight over setting the table, and Isaac sits next to me in the same double bean bag, sipping his beer and watching with a content smile.
I slip his arm over me and grin up at him as he directs that smile down at me, which only seems to grow and soften. That one look alone makes my heart skip and my voice hoarse when it comes out. “Are you okay?”
His grin turns smouldering as he starts to play with my hair and kisses my forehead so gently, so softly, my eyes close on a hard swallow. “Perfect now that you are here,” he murmurs, his voice lowered to create our own little bubble.
“Good,” I whisper, opening my eyes and meeting his.
Something passes between us, and breathing becomes hard. Our legs are intertwined, and our bodies are touching, and I realise I’m practically sprawled over him as lust pulses through me. Licking my lips, I watch his eyes blow with desire as he watches the movement, his teeth catching on his own.
“Nova.” The way he breathes my name has me leaning up as Isaac leans down.
He meets me halfway, our lips coming together in a soft, loving kiss—one that burrows into my soul and takes root. His hand cups the back of my head as he tilts me backward so he’s practically covering my body as he chases my lips. I part them for him, and he thrusts his tongue into my mouth, tangling it with mine.
What started as a soft, chaste kiss soon turns heated and wild.
I claw at his shoulders desperately, tugging him closer as he swallows my moan of pleasure. I nip his lip, and I feel him shiver against me, making me bolder. Pushing him back, I throw my leg over him and straddle his waist, all without breaking the kiss as I taste his hunger for me.
His hands grip my hips to help me before sliding down to my ass and hauling me closer, perching me on his huge, hard length. Grunting, he pulls back, his eyes blown wide with desire as he watches me.
Our hearts hammer in sync.
The others watch as they cook, and yes, we are having a nice family day, but I want to rip off my clothes and ride Isaac so I can feel him shatter below me as he keeps those loving eyes locked on me. Isaac makes me feel powerful, strong, sure, and in charge. He offers me comfort and happiness, and right now, I want that so badly, it almost hurts to stop.
So why should I?
It isn’t anything they haven’t seen before. Fuck the BBQ, I’m hungry for him, not the meat.
Biting his lower lip, I pull back and pop it free before sliding my hand down his chest and gripping his cock. “I’m hungry, and I can’t wait,” I murmur, and when he swallows, I grin, sliding down his body until my knees hit the grass. He slumps back into the bean bag, watching me with wide eyes as I tug down his joggers enough to free his cock.
I spit into my hand and slide my fist up and down his hard length, watching it jerk and leak for me as he groans.
He reaches down and tangles his hand in my hair. “Nova, you don’t have to.”
I blow over the tip of his cock, watching him writhe for me. “I want to,” I murmur as I suck his tip into my mouth and moan. Desire hums through me, but I focus on his pleasure, knowing he never does.
“I guess she really wants his meat,” Jonas jokes.
I flip him off as I roll my eyes up to Isaac’s, watching him as I hollow my mouth and swallow his length. His head falls back, the veins popping in his neck as it strains. I watch his Adam’s apple bob as he swallows hard, and then I feel his hand flex in my hair, tugging me closer.
