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“Holy shit!” I scream at the unexpected sensation.
RJ licks up the mess he made and even sinks his teeth into my cheek. What has my eyes rolling into the back of my head, though, is when he pokes the tip of his tongue against my asshole, then pushes inside, all while still jerking me off.
I’ve never shouted so much in my life. My throat is sore by the time the pleasure erupts from my dick and into RJ’s hand.
Good god. The man has ruined me, and there’s not a damn thing I can do about it.
CHAPTERTHIRTY-NINE
RJ
Last night was…I can’t even figure out how to describe it.
I had sex with another man. And while a few weeks ago, that idea seemed insane, being with Thane felt so right. Better than any sex I’ve ever had before.
In fact, I’m ready to shout from the rooftops that we’re together, like an actual couple. I’m just not sure if Thane is ready for that or not yet.
Being part of the Devil Hounds is important to him. He thinks of them as his family. He may not want to come out to them, which is fine. It’s his decision.
Since I’ve already told Remy, if Thane wants to keep seeing me, then I’ll be fine telling Colt and Bear. Telling my dad isn’t going to be fun, so I’ll put it off for as long as possible. Until Thane and I are sure we’re going to be together for good. Like married or some shit.
Jesus. I’ve never wanted any sort of commitment with a woman before. Is this why? Deep inside, I knew they weren’t who I was supposed to be with?
Thane is still asleep beside me around noon the next morning, like he needed extra sleep to recover from last night.
Oh, shit.
What if I was too rough? What if the sounds I thought were pleasure were pain and I hurt him? And then waking him up a few hours later to hump him and do the other thing I did to his ass, maybe he didn’t want any of that.
I should’ve asked him, but I was too horny. Too selfish.
I consider waking him up to ask but decide this conversation can wait until he gets up on his own.
Then, the shouting outside the door begins, throwing a wrench into the entire day.
“You’ve been lying to me for weeks, haven’t you?”
Uh-oh. That was Lyla, which means my brother has fucked up for like maybe the first time in his entire life.
“It’s not as bad as you think. It was for the best, okay? Can you just trust me on that? The guy was after you. He’s dead now.”
If I had to guess, Bear did something because he thought he was protecting Lyla when in fact he was lying to her.
“Yes, I know. I was there. I saw you kill him.”
“And you know I did it to protect you and my brother.”
I wince when he drags me into their argument. And I fucking hate that Bear had to kill someone to protect me and Lyla.
“Is that the only reason?”
There’s a long, drawn-out silence before my brother finally answers her.“Yes.”
Even I know he’s full of shit.
“You’re lying!”she screams at him loud enough to cause Thane to stir beside me. “I don’t know about what or why, but I need to go see my father.”
Rolling to his back, Thane rubs the sleep from his eyes, looking drowsy and fucking adorable like he does every morning. Every day. Every night… “What’s happening?” he asks.
