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I know what I'm saying sounds crazy––childish even, and maybe it is, but I want to see what he looks like.
"Would it matter if you were blind? You wouldn't be able to see me then. How do blind people fuck? They can't see, but they can feel." He slides his finger inside me on the last part, and my hand flies to his wrist, holding him to the spot I crave.
"Mm, right there." The man is a magician with his fingers full of deception. It feels so good.
"Play with your tits, or I'll pull them out," he warns.
I release my grip on his wrist and do as he asks: rubbing my nipples while he rubs his thumb over my clit. He hovers over my body. The crotch of his pants right where his hand is between us. The mask above me casts a shadow with its long beak. I want to touch his chest, but then I remember his warning. If I remove my hands, he will release his gloved fingers inside me, not giving me the orgasm that my body’s begging for.
He holds himself, placing his palm near my head on the mattress, and I watch as he fingers me in a rhythm. My walls clench around his fingers, and a deep rumble escapes his throat.
"Fuck, you're tight."
I grind my pussy against his fingers, finally seeking my release when I come. He removes his fingers and presses his hard dick against my pussy, ruining the fabric of his pants. He pushes into me, dry-fucking me, and I can feel his hard length. He's big and thick, promising me more.
He smears my arousal all over his pants, and I wonder why, but nothing with him surprises me, and it shouldn't. His hands are spread around my hips, his fingers gripping the sides of my ass while he angles his head, careful he doesn't poke me with the mask.
"You made a mess. A beautiful mess. When I make you come, the light in your eyes burns like a thousand suns defying darkness. When I leave out that door, I truly didn't leave. I'm around you, even if you can't see me. And I'll always come back. Only for you."
He releases me. He slides off the bed, moves to my desk, and writes something on paper. Something he won't say in case I forget. I think that is why he does it. So that I don't ever question myself or doubt that this isn't real. That what transpired in this very room is not just a figment of my imagination.
I cover my body with the bed sheet, and he opens the door and walks out. I look at the time, six a.m. No one is up this early. Classes don't start until much later. I look at the paper from my notepad to see what he wrote after he leaves.
Music is like planting a seed in the soul-filling the emptiness inside you.
I Hold You by CLANN
Haunting you forever,
Z
CHAPTER15
Zero
Ihave been watching her for some time now. Watching her break herself into pieces, trying to find the glue that would hold her together. I didn't mean to frighten her by showing up the way I did, but she could not know who I was.
I'm the Order's secret.
The Consortium's ally, so to speak. The one that walks in the shadows when judgment must be made.
Jess has become my obsession. My need to exist, and I will not let anyone harm her. I will save her, even from myself, because I'll do anything for her.
I would burn the world into ashes, some would say, for the one they love, but for her, I would build a world where she felt loved. Her nirvana. A place where no one could touch her unless she wanted them to do so.
For now, I will visit her in the dark, in secret. I will show her pleasure and how to deal with her pain, peeling her apart before I break her. It's sad to think I have to, but there isn't any other way. She was never meant to exist for me in the first place.
An innocent, underneath all her sin. I taste it as I slide my fingers in my mouth with the wetness of her arousal on my fingers. Women like her don't exist to monsters like me.
I close my eyes and savor the sweet honey that is Jesse Sharpe. An angel living amongst demons. My angel. My little Sparrow with broken wings.
I wonder who keeps my little bird from flying. A cage was created just for her to keep her from being free. A predator grooming her for their selfish games.
A manipulator.
He walks among us, projecting the evil spirit of fear into Jess. Tormenting her. When I find him or what crevice he crawled out of, God can’t help him. Not even the devil. Because…I’m here.
CHAPTER16
