Page 86 of Be My First


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“This is just sex, right?” I say.

She dramatically rolls her eyes. “Of course it’s just sex, Bode. I told you I’m not holding onto any romantic notions about all this – I just want to experience it.”

I breathe in deeply through my nose. “Okay, this is just a little fling right? Completely physical. No feelings. After this trip, we go our separate ways. I need to know we are both clear about that.”

“Yes. Of course. That’s exactly what I was thinking,” she says.

“If not, things could get really messy. Let’s not make life complicated.”

“I agree.”

I nod a few times and then say, “Okay. I’d like to know about what you’ve done already - sexually.”

Her face flushes. “Not much.”

I reach out and touch her hair. I should probably wait until after we have this conversation to touch her, but I can’t help myself. “There’s no reason to be embarrassed about any of this.”

She bites her lip and darts her eyes to the side. “That’s not possible.”

“Regardless. What have you done?” I ask.

“Kissed.” Her face flushes even redder.

I ask the next question cautiously. “Just me?”

Her eyes turn back to me. “No. Not just you.”

Good.

“I’ve had a little over the shirt action and that’s it.” She waves her hand in front of her chest.

“Have you made yourself come before?” I ask.

She turns bright red. “Yes.”

“Good.” I set my wine glass down. “I’m going to set some rules.”

Her eyes widen a little.

“You’re going to tell me if anything makes you uncomfortable or doesn’t feel good.”

She nods. “I will. I promise.”

“You’ll ask me to stop at any time if you change your mind or just need to slow down.”

“Yes.”

“We can take a break if you need or even just put a pause on things and continue another day. Just because we start, doesn’t mean we have to finish right now. Got it.”

“Yes.”

“I set the pace,” I say.

Her eyebrow arches just slightly. “I don’t know what that means.”

“It means I’m not rushing this. We’re taking our time.”

“Oh.”

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