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I cross my arms over my breasts.
“You are supposed to be on the pill!”
“I am but, I still get periods once a month!”
He sighs in frustration.
“I don’t believe you, Gwen. Show me!”
“Show you what?”
“Take your dress off and show me your panties!”
“That’s gross!”
I cannot believe this is happening.
“Do it!”
I jump. I pull my arms from the sleeves of my wedding gown. The dress falls to the floor. I step out of it wearing only a strapless white lace push-up bra with matching bikini panties. I know my breasts look huge. Bobby slowly looks me up and down. I am getting angry.
“Pull your panties down.” He commands.
“No!”
He reaches for my arm.
“Don’t!” I warn.
“I told you not to ever disrespect me! You are my wife, and I can touch you wherever and whenever I want.”
He moves closer. His body is heat radiating off him.
I step away from him. I reach into my panties and pull out my soiled sanitary pad. I should throw it at him! But I don’t. I hold it out for him.
He scowls.
“Throw that away and go put on a fresh one. There should be all kinds of feminine products in the linen closet in your bathroom. When will that be over?” He asks.
“I’m not sure, it started yesterday, so maybe in three to five days?”
He scoffs.
I go into my bathroom and slam the door. I find a brand-new box of sanitary pads. I wrap the soiled pad in toilet paper and throw it in the wastebasket. I sit on the toilet and pull my panties down. Peel off the strip on the new pad. Stick it to the crotch of my panties. I pull my panties up. I look in the mirror above the vanity as I wash my hands with lavender hand soap.
I walk into the bedroom. My new husband is sitting on his side of the bed on top of the white comforter. He is wearing black, silk pajamas. He is looking at an iPad.Thank God he does not sleep naked.I don’t think I can handle lying next to his naked body in bed. I’m sure his naked body is perfect. I don’t trust myself.
I walk in the closet. I take off my heels. I open a few built-in drawers on my side. I find a sheer white nightgown. I pull the sheer nightgown over my head. I keep my bra and panties on. No man has ever seen me naked. I am not ready. I return to our bedroom. Bobby rolls his eyes and shakes his head at what I am wearing.
I take a deep breath. I am already attracted to Bobby. When we make love, I know I will fall for him.Will he fall for me?No. I doubt it. This would be so much easier if I felt nothing for him. I could close my eyes and think about something else while he takes me.
I crawl into the bed and get under the covers.
Why am I feeling guilty? I know, I agreed to consummate the marriage. I cannot help that I have my period. I will offer Bobby a compromise. I am hoping he won’t take me up on my offer.
“Um, Bobby? I have never done it before, but if you want, I can try and perform oral sex on you. I did a Google search so I know the mechanics.”
Bobby sets his iPad down. He looks at me. I see hunger in his dark chocolate eyes.
