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Two big hands grab me by the hips and yank me into his chest. Pulling me down, he wraps his big, naked body wrapping around me.
And I’m extremely grateful I’m still wearing what I put on before the meeting.
I try to pull away, but he just tugs me back.
Every fucking time.
When he throws his heavy leg over my leg, I give up and stare into the darkness.
Waiting for whatever he gave me to kick in and hoping it knocks me the fuck out.
But sleep eludes me.
Trapped, with nowhere to go, unable to see anything, my brain decides it’s the perfect fucking time to relive everything.
Kyle punching and kicking me. His screams of rage.
Then his screams of pain.
Jude throwing his head back and laughing as blood sprays.
His hands around my throat.
The crushing hurt in his eyes over my betrayal…
Finding out Uncle Mickey lied to me and used me…
The phone call we had replays inside my head.
How surprised my uncle was to hear from me.
Then fucking Kyle showed up.
The fucker set me up, I know he did.
There’s no other explanation. No one else could have told Kyle where I was.
And he must have done it before I even called him.
There’s no way Kyle could have gotten to my house that quick.
Why the fuck did he do it?
Did he want me to die?
My brain struggles to wrap around that. Mickey seemed genuinely concerned when I showed up on his doorstep with Abel. He didn’t want me to take the job at first.
He probably told Kyle where I was, thinking he wouldn’t have to pay me for the job.
But why did he proceed to lie to me and tell me Jude and his family killed my father?
I was already desperate and pretty much begging for it. Not telling me that wouldn’t have changed anything.
There has to be a reason, but fuck if I know it.
God, I’m so fucking stupid.
All I do is make mistakes.
