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Chapter 6
I felt relieved telling Alex what was going on. Having her just listen to me felt good. She just sat for hours and let me talk it out.
She was right when she said that I couldn’t avoid Killian forever. It wasn’t solving anything, and it was only making us both feel bad.
When Connor called Alex yesterday to say the dinner was postponed again, she asked him to drop some clothes and more alcohol off at mine, we’d invited Cara and Niamh, but they both declined. Cara because Lennon has kept her up the night before and Niamh, well who knows. She hardly spends time with us now. Always claiming to be busy but it’s more than that. She’s not herself. She hasn’t been for a while. We’ve let her know that we’re here if she needs anything. But knowing she’s an O’Farrell I know she won’t reach out.
Alex and I both ditched work this morning, both too hungover to go in. We’d ordered breakfast and coffee first thing while chilling and watching trash tv. Alex left around lunchtime, and I woke up from a nap about an hour ago. I need to sort my shit out and get ready, but I’ve been staring at my phone since I woke up. Trying to pluck up the courage to call Killian. I really want to talk to him before we head to Mary’s for dinner. I don’t want to go over there while things are so tense between us.
I sigh. Chickening out, throwing my phone on my sofa, and head into the bathroom. Once the shower has heated up, I strip out of my clothes and climb in, stepping under the spray, I turn the heat up just a little, tipping my head forward letting the water soothe me.
I jump and my breath stutters as a hand snakes around my front, “It’s me baby.” Killian whispers in my ear. He pulls my body back into his, I feel his already hard cock pressed against my back. He moves his other hand up to my neck, and with a firm but gentle grip, he tips my head back turning me to give him access to my neck. His tongue runs along my shoulder blade and up the column of my neck, he wraps his lips around my earlobe sucking it into his mouth. “Oh.” I let out a moan as his hand slides lower, the tip of his finger runs a ghostly touch across my clit, and I push forward. My body begging for more.
“I need you baby.” He whispers in my ear as he teases my clit.
“I’m all yours. Take me.” He removes his hand from my neck, placing it on my back and pushing me forward my breasts slamming into the cold tile of the shower wall.
Suddenly both his hands are grabbing mine and pinning them above my head. He secures them in his left hand, his grip tight around my wrists. His right hand moves back around my front to my clit, his fingers swirling around it with the right amount of pressure. I turn my head to get a look behind me, my cheek pressed against the wall. The water from the shower cascading over our bodies.
His teeth bite down on my earlobe as he pushes two fingers inside me. “Oh god.” I cry out from the sensations. My body heats as he kicks my legs further apart, continuing to slide his fingers in and out of my soaked pussy, he moves his thumb to my clit circling it sending shivers throughout my body and I can feel my orgasm building already. I grind my pussy into his hand chasing my release. He bites down on my neck then sucks, and I break. Crying out as my orgasm takes over, my body shakes and my legs wobble. I love that my body responds to him so easily.
He's not done though, he spins me around grabbing me by the tops of my thighs, and hoisting me up. I wrap my legs around his waist hooking them together at the ankle as he slams my back against the wall.
My hands now free, I place them on his neck pulling him closer, I want his mouth on mine. He licks his lips right before they collide with mine, the kiss, hungry, needy, desperate. Our teeth clash and tongues dance, caressing each other’s as we both fight to gain control of the kiss. My nails dig into his skin as he gets the upper hand, sucking my tongue, his teeth adding pressure. I feel his hands loosen their grip as he lets my body slip only just enough to line up his cock with my pussy, releasing my tongue and pulling back a little his eyes focus on mine as he pushes his hard cock into my soaked aching pussy.
My mouth opens but no sound escapes. Killian smirks leaning closer to my face. “That’s it, take my cock, like the good little slut that you are.” My stomach flutters at his words. He reaches forward taking my bottom lip into his teeth and biting, breaking the skin just a little. He sucks the drop of blood off my lip then places a gentle kiss over the same spot. I shuffle my hips desperate for him to move.
“Ah, ah, ah. You’ll wait gorgeous.” Chuckling he peppers my neck with kisses, gently biting and sucking his way down to my breast, running his tongue over and around my nipple then wrapping his lips around it and sucking.
“Oh. P… please.” My body vibrating with need, my second orgasm ready to break me apart all I need him to do is move. He releases my nipple with a pop, and looks me in the eye, “please what baby?”
“Fuck me already, I need to come.” His hand shoots up gripping my neck, I lick my lips as he squeezes, pushing my head against the wall. The pressure making me a little lightheaded. He rocks his hips from side to side igniting a fire in my belly, my breathing stutters as he slides his cock out to the tip and then slams back in.
“Eyes on me,” he orders as my eyelids droop. His fingers marking my neck and my thigh as he once again slides almost all the way out then back in again. His thrusts are desperate, brutal, punishing. Unable to hold on any longer my pussy clenches and I cry out as my orgasm rips through me. My legs slip from around his waist, and he pushes his body tighter against mine caging me against the wall thrusting in and out he slams his lips onto mine, his tongue pushing so far into my mouth I can almost feel him at the back of my throat. He groans into the kiss as his cock pulses and his cum shoots into me.
He holds me there for what feels like forever until my pussy stops throbbing and his cock is completely empty.
Chapter 7
Her fingers slide over my shoulders and down, resting on my chest. I don’t move from my position on the sofa, head tipped back, eyes closed. I breathe in her scent as she leans over the back of the sofa her chin hitting my nose as she places a gentle kiss on my lips. I reach my hand up, grabbing the back of her neck deepening the kiss. Holding her to me.
She slowly pulls back, “baby?”
I let out a sigh and reach for her hand, giving it a gentle pull guiding her around the sofa and down onto my knee. She comes without complaint tucking her head under my chin and I wrap my arms around her and dropping my head, so my nose is in her hair. I love her scent, kind of woody but flowery at the same time. Breathing her in my chest no longer feels as tight as it did. She and I need to talk, I know that. But I just need a minute, just one more minute to breathe her in.
I love how she knows exactly what I need without me having to ask. She just sits in my lap, her hand pressing on my chest over my heart. We stay like that for several more minutes before I take a deep breath, knowing I can’t put this off any longer.
“Please don’t push me away gorgeous. I know how much you love your Da, and I know you don’t want it to be true. I’m sorry that I was right, and I’m sorry about Rory’s letter…”
“Baby, stop. Please don’t apologise for what Rory wrote in his letter, I totally understand why he put that information in there, I understand that he was just trying to look out for me I know that you both are, and I love you for that. I just want my Dad in my life, you have to understand that I want him to want to be a part of my life. I’m pissed that I’m wrong again, and I know I shouldn’t take it out on you. I’m sorry that I did. I’m just so frustrated.”
“Mo Chroí, you can take it out on me, just don’t shut me out. Please. I need you.”
She reaches up her hands grip either side of my face and kisses me. Her soft lips, caressing mine, she pours her heart into the kiss, letting me know that she’s got me.
“Come on handsome, we best get going or your Ma is gonna kick both of our asses for being late.” She gives me a smile and a wink before standing and pulling me up with her.
Holding her at arm’s length I look her in the eye, “I love you Bell’s you know that right?”
