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The single word is breathy and hazed with desire and I know I’m going straight to hell for crossing this line, but I’ll worry about that tomorrow.
Slowly, I work my fingers under the edge of her underwear, tracing her opening with one finger as my thumb continues the slow assault on her clit. Amelia shifts her leg until it’s hooked over my hip, opening herself up to me so I have better access.
I spear her with two fingers, and her head falls back on a whimper as I stroke her G-spot, the feel of her desire sticky on my fingers. I want to taste her, to drag my tongue along her slit and watch her lose her mind for me.
“Beck, please.”
“Hush, I have you.”
I increase the speed as I begin to fuck her with my fingers in a rhythm that makes her squirm, imagining it’s my dick as she clenches and pulses around me.
“Not yet, Tink.”
I want her mindless when she comes. I selfishly want this to be the best climax of her life.
Her eyes are practically on fire as she watches my face and this connection is something I have never felt before, but then Amelia has always been different, she has my heart in a way nobody ever has.
The sound of my fingers fucking her in the quiet room is almost obscene it’s so raw. She’s fucking drenched and I put the slightest pressure on her clit. She stiffens and then she’s boneless, her body clamping down on me so hard it’s a wonder she doesn’t break my fingers and I can’t help the way my hips roll against her belly, my cock aching to be inside her.
“Beck, oh fuck.”
I stroke her through her climax, watching her eyes fall closed and feeling like a fucking king. My name on her lips as she reaches her climax is something I’ll never forget. Everything about this moment will be tattooed on my brain until the day I die.
Doubt and shame assail me at the realization of what I’ve done and I panic.
What the fuck was I thinking? I wasn’t, that’s the truth. I was just feeling.
I withdraw my hand and jump from the bed, moving out of reach as her hazy eyes, cloudy with pleasure, begin to clear. I back away from the bed toward the door, ignoring the urge to go back to her and finish this, but I won’t.
I’m a coward.
“I’m sorry, Amelia. I should never have touched you like that. That isn’t what we are and I know it. It was a mistake. Can you forgive me?” I run my hand through my hair, pulling at the strands in frustration.
Her body tenses and she sits up, pushing her skirt down her legs and drawing her knees up as she watches me with something akin to fury and heartbreak on her face.
“Are you fucking with me right now?”
I’m not sure what to make of her comment and I know I’ve hurt her once again. “No, I’m so sorry. I should never have touched you. I regret it but I was caught up in the moment.”
A snort filled with disdain falls from her and she glares at me.
“Get out, Beck.”
I run a hand along the back of my neck, unsure what I should do. Do I stay and try and fix this or walk away and give her space? “Tink, please don’t be mad.”
Amelia sighs. “I’m not mad, Beck.”
“You sound mad.”
I want to fall to my knees at the look on her face, which is so at odds with her words.
“I’m not mad. I’m tired alright, and I have an early start if I want to make that date in the morning.”
Rage rushes through me and I want to pin her to the bed and tell her like fuck is she dating anyone but me, but I don’t. “I see.”
She raises a brow in challenge. “Something to say?”
I bite my lip, to force the words I want to say back down my throat. “Nope, no. Drive carefully and enjoy your date. I’ll call you in the week and we can decide a night for movie night.”
