Page 17 of Beautiful Chaos


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Scarlett tries to buck her hips, but I keep her in place by wrapping my hand around her waist, digging my fingers into her flesh. “Stay still,” I bark.

“Not there,” she begs, looking at me over her shoulder.

“I’ll take you however I want, Scarlett. In this, you have no choice.”

Tears appear in her eyes, and I almost stop. The nature of our relationship is purely sexual. Despite my feelings for the woman, emotions have no place here. Showing any form of affection will push Scarlett away, and I refuse to give up my time with her.

So, I harden my resolve and push forward, sliding in every fucking inch until I can’t go any further. The tight grip of her has me throwing my head back and hissing out a breath between my clenched teeth.

Fucking hell, she’s unbelievably tight and feels so goddamn good.

Scarlett cries out, trying to shift her body forward to dislodge my cock. I keep her in place. Ignoring the pleas leaving her lips, I hold her still and fuck her hard and deep. Sliding out to the tip, I hammer back inside until her snug heat envelopes me.

The utter pain in her expression has me closing my eyes and blocking out her whimpers. Taking her the way I am isn’t what she wants, but I’ll be damned if I give in. This is whatIneed to give her whatsheneeds.

I slow my movements and pray for patience and the strength to keep my release at bay. Scarlett may bristle and abhor me taking her pussy, but her body can’t lie. She gets wetter and tighter the longer I’m inside her.

After several minutes, I can’t take the sound of her low cries anymore, so I reluctantly pull from her warm sheath. She relaxes when she feels the broad head of my cock at her other hole. Her scrunched expression smooths out and she lets out a sigh of relief.

With my hands around Scarlett’s waist, I ram my hips forward, not giving her time to adjust to my size. A sharp pain licks up my spine as I force my cock against such unprepared tight muscles. The only form of lubrication Scarlett allows is what I get from fucking her pussy, which still isn’t enough to slide inside her with ease.

Scarlett’s sudden cry is filled with pain and my soul shrivels just a little. Within seconds, I hear a low moan and her hips shove back against me, silently demanding more. I’ve never been able to deny her anything.

“Is this what you wanted?” My voice is deep, punctuating each word with a hard thrust. “To force you? To hurt you? To rip you from the inside” She doesn’t respond. “Answer me, goddammit!”

“Yes!” she shouts. She fists the blankets and meets every thrust with ferocity. “Make it hurt!”

“I fucking hate you for this,” I growl, digging my fingers into her flesh so hard it’ll leave marks behind. When I pull back, the wetness coating my cock is tinted pink with blood. “I hate you for making me like this.”

I don’t hate her. What I feel for Scarlett is anything but hate. What I hate is myself for needing her so much. For needing to give us both what we crave. For putting us in this situation we’re in. I should have told her no the first time I met her. I should have been strong enough to stay away from her after the first depraved time I fucked her. But she’s become an addiction I can’t break.

I take her ass with no mercy, forcing my cock in and out of her tight muscles. When I feel her tighten even further around me, I pull my cock free. Before she can protest, I flip her to her back. After shoving my pants off the rest of the way, along with my socks and shoes, I latch my hands around her thighs and lift her hips, ramming my cock back inside her ass.

She moans loudly, her mouth dropping open in ecstasy, her eyes glazing over, as if having me in her ass is the best thing she’s ever felt. Despite knowing damn well that my roughness hurts her, she doesn’t show it. Instead, she fucking loves it.

I hold still and wait for her eyes to meet mine. Only then do I drop forward, wrapping my fingers around her neck. Her eyes bulge and her face turns a deep shade of red when I tighten my fingers, cutting off most of her oxygen. She can still breathe, but only barely. Her tongue pops out, running across her plump lips, the only indication she’s still enjoying what I’m doing.

My hips hit the back of her thighs. Only my grip on her throat prevents Scarlett from sliding up the bed with my forceful thrusts. Her nails dig into my forearms and her legs tighten around my waist.

I push my face closer to hers. “Goddamn you,” I seethe heatedly.

When I recognize the glazed look in her eyes that tells me she’s about to pass out at any second, I release her neck. I don’t give her a chance to catch her breath before my lips seal over hers. I force my tongue into her mouth, and she meets my kiss with a passion I’ve only ever felt with Scarlett.

Snaking my arm between her back and the mattress, I lift the bottom half of her body and grind my hips downward, hitting a spot within Scarlett that has the muscles in her ass clamping down on me as she releases a loud shout. Her release is too much for me, and I find my own. My cock erupts, spurting jet after jet of cum deep inside her.

ChapterEight

Hunter

Reclining back on the pillows with my hand thrown behind my head, I watch Scarlett quietly leave the room, the door left open behind her. Neither of us spoke after I pulled out my cock and rolled off her. I long to hold her in my arms. To run my hands gently over her body to try and soothe away the physical pain I know she’s feeling. But I don’t. It would only lead her deeper into her dark thoughts. It’s best to leave Scarlett alone after our rough fucking.

The sudden silence in the room has my thoughts going to places I don’t want them to, but I can’t stop them.

Cat, my wife.

My eyes close when an image of her pops into my head. Instead of fighting the guilt, I let it wash over me. This is my punishment. I deserve every bit of self-hatred and loathing I feel toward myself. What I’ve just done, what I’ve been doing for years, is unforgivable. To be absent today, of all days...

Getting up from the bed, I dress, and then sit on the rumpled sheets to put on my socks and shoes. With my elbows on my knees, I roughly run my fingers through my hair and let out a deep sigh before getting up.

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