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“What time did this happen?” I asked my friends, not caring who answered.
“Two hours ago,” Mia replied. “Sidney, what’s that look on your face? What are you going to do?”
Determination filled my veins. “I’m going to fix this.”
I hung up the call with them and immediately dialed my dad. It took several attempts before he answered, and I sucked in a breath when I saw his face. There were some bandages on his nose and a faint purple hue of new bruises already forming under his eyes. By tomorrow, he’d look like a raccoon with two black eyes.
“Sidney, if you’re calling to defend your friend, don’t bother. I’ve already cut him from the team.”
“Then uncut him.”
“What? How do you think this works? Do you think I can just let players go around punching me? You’re supposed to be smart.”
I swallowed hard, knowing he was right but not caring. “You owe me. You owe me for every missed birthday or forgotten supper.” My voice rose with each word as years’ worth of anger flowed from me. “For every time you promised to see me but didn’t show up. For every single hour that I waited for you and every tear I cried.” I sucked in a breath, making sure to articulate every single word. “You. Owe. Me. Explain to the media it was a misunderstanding or some kind of social stunt and uncut him.”
My dad stared at me, stunned for several seconds, before letting his breath out on a sigh. “Okay, Sidney. I’ll see what I can do.”
“You better, Dad, because I’ll never talk to you again unless you fix this.”
THIRTY-EIGHT
TWO AND A HALF MONTHS LATER
SIDNEY
“Coming!One sec, I’ll be right there.” My foot caught on the corner of one of the boxes I still hadn’t unpacked as I rushed to answer the door. I let out a high-pitched squeak, jumping on one foot as the sting radiated through my toe.Shit, shit, shit.
There was another knock, and I steadied myself before closing the last few feet. I swung it open, expecting to see the Chinese restaurant delivery guy, and the air was sucked from my chest. The face that had been haunting me every time I closed my eyes stared back at me. My trembling fingers reached up to his chest before I could even think about it while his greedy eyes roamed all over me, taking in every detail.
The last time I’d seen him was at his press conference. “You punched my dad.”
“Fucking right, I did. Asshole deserved it.” I couldn’t argue with that. I’d enjoyed seeing Jax hit him more than I should have. Jax grabbed my hand, entwining our fingers, but didn’t step into my place. “I know what you said, and I know you don’t think I should be here, but I couldn’t live with myself unless I got this off of my chest.” I watched as his hand raked through his hair and tugged until it stood on end.
“When I met your dad, Sid…” he said, voice stern. “I finally understand, but you’re wrong about me. I get you have a history with an asshole hockey player who constantly bailed on you. I get that living with a narcissist would be fucking horrible.” Stepping into me, he cupped the side of my neck and stroked his thumb up my jaw, gently coaxing my head back until my gaze met his. “You should know I’m not that guy. I get it’s a bone-deep worry for you, but I’m not him.”
Warmth built in my chest, radiating through me until my entire body began to hum with a soft buzz, overwhelmed with what he was saying. Jax accepted my silence as permission to keep going. “I get it now. You have it in your head that you’re not my priority. You’re worried that I’ll abandon you like he did. But I’m not worried about that at all because I know damn well that’s never going to happen. My career will never be more important than you. Hockey is a part of me, but playing for Boston isn’t. It’s not asking too much of me to put you first, and I’m all in. I’m all in, Sid.”
He took a shuddering breath, not moving his gaze from mine. “It took me a while to figure it out, but there’s something you need to hear.” He lowered his head closer. “You are worth it.” My breath caught, but he didn’t stop. “I was in such a dark place when I met you. I was constantly sinking under the weight of trying to live up to what Marcus would’ve achieved. You convinced me I was enough. You took that weight from me. You saw me when no one else did. I could never put you second.”
I sucked in a breath, making a high-pitched sound, part sob, part squeal, and his thumb stroked my cheek again, a smile tipping up his lips. “I’m moving to Ottawa.”
“What?” An oily, dirty feeling coated my stomach, washing away my giddiness. I didn’t want him to give up his dream for me. I couldn’t let him. “But my dad said he’d take you back.”
“I turned him down.”
“You can’t.”
“I did.” A grin pulled at the corner of his mouth, growing until his dimple appeared. “I’m starting with the Ottawa Senators next week.”
His words had me reeling. The last I’d seen him, he’d been punching my dad, and if I knew anything about professional sports, punching your coach wouldn’t land you a good trade.
“How,” I breathed, worried about his answer, but the smile never left his eyes, and some of my concern washed away.
“Don’t tell me you forgot I’m Jaxton Ryder. Best player in our division. Don’t tell me you doubted my ability to land a new team.”
I rolled my eyes and huffed out a breath, equally exasperated and thrilled to have his teasing tone back in my life. “Serious, Jax. You should’ve been blacklisted.”
His clear gray eyes pierced mine, and his smirk turned playful. “Turns out the Senators’ manager has a daughter our age. He heard my interview and agreed your dad got what he deserved. Fuck, I wouldn’t be surprised if he went extra hard on him this year.”
