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“I will,” he said softly and kissed my forehead again. Then he put a soft kiss on my lips. His hand caressed my thigh. “Are you ready? I will be slow, and you can tell me to stop at any time. I don’t care if I am in the middle of climax. Just tell me to stop, and I’ll stop. Okay?”
A smile pulled up my lips because I believed him. “Okay.” I took a deep breath. “I am ready.” It felt like I was losing my virginity, even though it was so different than the time I actually lost my virginity.
Gabriele kissed me one last time and pulled back a little to look down. He held his thick cock by the base and ran the tip along my folds. The touch felt good, and the sight was genuinely erotic, but I couldn’t get relaxed. I knew he was going to get in me soon, and I was afraid of the pain. My subconsciousness was telling me the pain was coming.
“Kira?” I heard Gabriele’s concerned voice. I realized that I was shaking slightly. He let go of his cock and hugged me to his chest. “Are you okay? We don’t have to do it. We can try another time if you want it so much.”
“I am sorry,” I whispered into his neck. His closeness was good, but his weight on me was not making things easier. “It’s just nerves. Please continue.”
“Don’t apologize.” He kissed my hair. “I won’t hurt you, Kira. Just tell me what’s wrong.”
I shook my head. “I don’t know. My brain prepares me for pain.”
His jaw flexed with whatever thought that brought him. He pulled himself away from me, and I managed to take a deep breath. “I shouldn’t have just come over you like this.”
“I wanted it.”
“I know, darling.” He pushed back a strand of red hair behind my ear and rolled off of me. he just lay on his back next to me. “Ride me.”
I turned back to him by rows furrowed. “What?”
“You should be the one in control. This is all for you. Get on top of me.”
That would give me some other worries, but they were not as bad as the pain. If I was on the top, I could have just control how much to take. I knew he would not push me down. I knew he would let me choose the pace.
“Okay,” I murmured and moved on top of him. His dick was resting under my pussy, and with the contact, it twitched. I giggled.
Gabriele shook his head, but there was amusement in his eyes. “Is this better?”
I nodded and put my hands on his chest, but Gabriele held them, stopping me. my brows came together as he touched the bandages. “Don’t put your weight down.”
A smile returned to my lips, and I nodded again. I used my hands only for balance and used my hips to rub myself over his length experimentally. This time I only felt pleasure because I knew nothing more was going to happen if I didn’t take this further. Power was once again in me.
Gabriele fisted the sheets as I moved more up and down his cock. “I will not touch you until you tell me to. And you don’t have to tell me at all.”
He just had to fill me with warmth with his words. I didn’t know this man for long, but I trusted him. I wanted to do this with him.
I lifted my hips up, making Gabriele’s breath hitch. I liked seeing him like this. I liked having power over him. I grabbed his dick and traced the tip along my pussy to wet it. After that, I brought it to my opening. I didn’t sit down immediately but teased myself to get it in me easier.
Gabriele didn’t move his hips, but by the tenseness o his body and the twitch his cock gave, I could tell he was having a hard time. He was stopping himself for me.
Finally, I slowly took the tip inside me and felt no pain at all. I was quite wet and seemed like I was relaxed. I slowly sat down, taking more and more of him. Gabriele was breathing hard, and a few soft moans escaped my throat.
When he was halfway in me, I felt a little resistance and moved up and down slowly to take more. I wanted all of him in me. I wanted him filling me.
It took me a while to get all of him, but in the end, I managed to do it. I put my hands on his chest and tried to breathe with him in me. He was long and wide, but the stretching only gave me pleasure. All the horrible memories were slowly fading as I stayed connected to him like he was taking it all away from me.
“Kira,” Gabriele groaned with a warning.
I opened my drunken eyes. “I just need to breathe. I will move. I promise.”
He shook his head. “It’s not that. We forgot the condom.”
Shit, we really did. How could that even happen? I never forgot the condom before. When Gabriele groaned, I realized that I tensed and tightened around him. I relaxed again. “Sorry, I am just… It just feels too good.”
He looked into my eyes. His own eyes were filled with lust. I felt his hand slowly rubbing my knee. “It does feel good. I never forgot it before. I am clean.”
I felt like crying because he was trying to assure me while I was the one that should be apologizing and assuring him. “Doesn’t matter, Gabriele. I am going to die anyway.” He tensed, and I said, “I am also clean. They are afraid of giving something to each other, so I always use condoms, and I get tested regularly.”
