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I put on lingerie because he didn’t let me have any underwear that wasn’t making him hard. Thank God I had some comfy shorts and shirts. He let me wear them when he was not at home. I reached for them with the hopes of him leaving soon.
As I was putting on the shorts, I heard the bed squeak and then his footsteps. He came to the closet and stood behind me. His large hands came to my hips, and he nuzzled my shoulder. “You smell great.”
My smell didn’t matter because he touched me again. I was going to shower one more time when he left. I couldn’t spend the rest of the evening with his touch all over me.
“I bought you something,” he murmured, kissing my neck; his cock was resting against my ass.
“What is it?” I asked. I was smart enough to play my role now. I used to fight him. It never worked, so I stopped.
His heat left me, making me take a deep breath finally. He reached for his clothes as I put on my t-shirt, and when he turned back, there was a red velvet box in his hand. He held out to me, and I took it. When I opened it, there were two thick diamond cuffs inside. They were the perfect size to cover my bruises. He was usually good at not leaving marks, and it helped that I was not fighting him, but he was always curious about new things. He liked to tie me up recently. It made me even more nervous, and I pulled the ropes a lot when he was moving inside me.
His solution was not leaving the ropes. It was gifting me cuffs.
“Thank you,” I smiled again sweetly. “They are beautiful.”
He brushed his thumb to my bottom lip, his eyes burning up with desire, and I prayed for him to not kiss me.
Just like all my other prayers, it was not answered. He leaned down and gave me a sloppy wet kiss. “Ivan is going to take you out tonight.”
My body went rigid. I couldn’t control it. Aleksei was bad, but Ivan was even worse. Maybe to someone who was not living this, there was no difference. They both raped me. They both hurt me beyond redemption. Yet Ivan felt worse.
Aleksei was my boyfriend, and he still acted like we were in love and like I was having so much fun sleeping with him. Ivan, on the other hand, didn’t put out an act. He knew I hated it.
Aleksei acted like it was not rape.
Ivan enjoyed the fact that he was raping me.
I hated Ivan more than I hated Aleksei. I was normally very submissive, but this was a real problem, so I put my hands on his chest and pleaded, “No.”
He didn’t seem angry. He knew he didn’t need to punish me for being disrespectful. He knew how Ivan made me feel. It was more than enough of a punishment.
He leaned down to nuzzle my neck. “I can’t stay with you, Birdie. I have to attend a meeting with my wife.”
Yes, he had a wife. I always imagined he was going to marry me, but after the death of his father, all that changed. He needed a wife from a stronger family. After his father’s death, I was just a pretty face. It was also the time he started to share me with Ivan and a few other friends of his.
It was the day my life was ruined.
With the thought, a memory flashes inside my head. I saw kind brown eyes. Eyes I have dreamed of in my darkest times. Eyes that belonged to another man I hate. Maybe I hated him more than anyone.
Yet when I was in need of comfort, his face was the one that appeared in my mind.
I shook the thought away. This was not the time. I didn’t have the luxury to live in the memories. “Please,” I said again. “Can’t Anya stay with me?” she was my cook and my maid, and she was always with me when a man was not.
Aleksei shook his head to my neck. He was still busy touching me and kissing me. I would usually force myself to soften under his touch to avoid making him angry, but right now, I couldn’t even think to do that.
“Anya has a family emergency, Birdie.”
I felt tears filling my eyes. “I can stay alone. Please, I don’t want Ivan.”
That made him pull back. He gently brushed the tears from my eyes. I hated when he was gentle. I hated how he acted like this was okay. “Remember what happened the last time I left you alone? I can’t risk it.”
“It is not going to happen, I promise.” It was a lie. If he would leave me alone, I was going to do the same thing again. I was going to do it until I was successful.
He kissed the tip of my nose lovingly like that was possible for us. “I can’t risk it. Either Ivan comes home and watches you or takes you out the dinner. You choose.”
It was not a choice at all. We were going to come back home after dinner. Yet delaying his torture was the better choice, so I swallowed my agony and whispered, “Dinner.”
Ivan came to take me at nine. Thankfully I avoided Aleksei because I got my period. He found it very disgusting, so he always stayed away from me when I was menstruating. Maybe it was stupid, but I was grateful. It gave me few good days every month.
