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After all my manipulation, I got him to say yes. He pulled the car to a deserted area and kissed me. He tried to give me a simple kiss, but I made him kiss me properly, and I absolutely loved it. It was not weird like the girls at school said. It tingled my whole body and made me so happy.
Afterward, we kissed almost every day, and every day it made me more hot and bothered. We also still talked about sex. Andro was okay with answering my questions but learning more things meant that I wanted to try more things. I wanted to see his cock, touch it, lick it, and I wanted him to see me and tell me his opinions. He would usually refuse at first, but I would find a way to make him say yes at the end.
My need was growing, and I was falling for him more every day. I felt so valued by him, and it made me happier than hundreds of friends ever could. I was also getting addicted to the danger of it. I knew what we were doing was wrong, and the adrenaline gave me even more pleasure. I also liked how much Andro risked for me. I believed he loved me, and one day he actually told me that.
He told me he loved me, and it made me feel ready to go all the way with him. I would worry about the consequences later. We were in love, and I wanted him to take my virginity. I wanted us to belong together for real. I wanted to show him how much I loved him.
Andro refused, saying he didn’t want to ruin me, but after I gave him a little feminist talk, he agreed, and in the backseat of the car, he took my virginity. It hurt, I didn’t come, but I didn’t regret it at all. I felt closer to Andro, and I was over the moon happy.
We kept having sex every chance we got, and no one suspected a thing. Everything was just perfect. I was happy.
But, of course, it didn’t go on forever.
I was young, and I had always been kind of underweight, so my period was not regular. I didn’t think of anything when I was late because I was usually late. When Andro didn’t want to use a condom, he always pulled out and assured me I couldn’t get pregnant that day. I never even considered that a danger.
I only realized I was pregnant when my belly started to show and I got horrible morning sickness. I told Andro in tears, and he got me a test. When it came out positive, I went into panic mode. All the excitement of doing something forbidden disappeared. I was scared shitless, and I could see that Andro was also panicking.
He told me we would take care of it without my parents finding out, but it didn’t assure me. I was so scared, and my trust in Andro was also not so strong anymore. I realized he had lied to me before, and I was devastated. The night before Andro was supposed to take me to a clinic, I went to my mom in tears and told her everything. I wanted her to help me. I thought she would be on my side and protect me, but instead, she told my father right away.
My father was furious. He immediately called Andro to his office. When asked about the situation, Andro refused. He said I was blaming him in order to keep my real lover safe. He said I was a whore.
My father shot him in front of my eyes.
He closed me into my room. I was so scared and traumatized by Andro’s death. I cried all night long and got some bleeding. When I wanted a doctor, my father said it was all my fault and he was not going to bring any doctors for me. I bled all alone in my room, not knowing what was going to happen to me or the baby.
I didn’t know what my father was going to decide. I knew he could kill me, but I tried to focus on him letting me live. He was most likely going to want me to get an abortion, and that would make things easier, but it didn’t sit well with me. It was the best option, but as I felt all alone in my room, I realized my baby was with me. If I had that baby, I would never feel alone again.
In the end, my father didn’t want to kill me because that would mean people were going to learn what happened, and he didn’t want to tarnish his name. He also didn’t want me to get rid of the baby. He told me I had to face the consequences of my actions. I was going to give birth, but to everyone, they were going to announce that it was my parent’s child.
I wasn’t so fond of that idea. I wanted my baby to be mine. I didn’t want to share it with them, but there was no way of going against my father. I accepted my fate for the time being.
After my baby was born, it got worse. She was supposed to be with me. I was supposed to feel less alone, but my father stole her from me. People started to suspect things because Andro’s wife started talking, and some of his friends were already suspicious of him. They started calling me a whore, and as a result, my father kept my daughter away from me. He acted like she was a second chance for him. I was already ruined, but he could try again with her. He acted like I had no right over her.
That started my rebellious years. I did everything to piss my father off. I wanted to hurt him because he hurt me. I started sneaking out of the house and fucked anyone in my way. I fucked outsiders, and I fucked more bodyguards. I didn’t even stop when he killed them for falling for my traps.
I did everything to ruin myself in his eyes, and he used my daughter more to hurt me.
I just watched him have her and wished for the day I was finally going to take her away from my father.
Valerio looked at me with a stunned expression. “So, Elsie is…”
“My daughter,” I finished for him. “She is not my sister. She is the daughter I had when I was fifteen.”
He nodded. “That makes sense.” It was impossible to read his expression. “Why didn’t you tell me before, Luce?”
“Why?” My eyes widened. “Because I was fucking scared.”
“You told me about your father’s plan. That was a delicate matter, too, but we worked around it together. You could have told me this too. You should have.”
Why did he act like it was no big deal? “I had to marry you, Val. I was trying to protect Elsie by marrying, and I needed you to agree to this. I was afraid you wouldn’t want me if you knew I had a child.”
“Why not? I like children.”
“Why are you talking like it is such a simple thing? Did you listen to the story at all?”
“I did. All of it, in fact,” he said, looking cool. “And I have to say, Luce, this is not even close to being able to make me hate you. It is a secret, yes, and I was not expecting it, but it is not bad. You did nothing wrong. I have a hard time understanding why you are so ashamed.”
An unbelieving snort left me. “I caused Andro’s death.”
