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For a second, I reconsider what I’m about to do. This isn’t me.

But as I look at him, my mind brings back the picture of Maddie on his lap, his hands on her, his eyes on me. Taunting me. Showing me I was nothing more than a toy. Someone to pass the time until the newer beautiful model took its rightful place.

It’s then I remember. This is not me, but I need to be a new me if I want to be treated differently. If I want to matter, to be seen. And I think it’s time that I stopped being invisible. So, no, this is not me, but right now, I don’t care. I’m on a mission, so I gather my courage and strut across the office toward the cot.

Jamie

I’m sitting on the cot in my office when she walks through the door. Fuck me. Why is she so beautiful? The sight of her stops my heart in its tracks. Not just because of her beauty, but because when she looks at me, something in her expression shifts. Her eyes narrow and she smiles in a way I’ve not seen before.

She struts across the office toward the cot.

I’ve never seen her look so determined. She’s not slowing down… and that look in her eyes—it’s the same power and control she projects when I’m inside her.

"Lara, I—"

I never get a chance to finish my thought.

She slams into me, wrapping her arms around my neck and rolling me over onto the cot. I’m so shocked, I don’t move. Everything I wanted to say to her escapes my mind and I forget that my office door is wide open on a busy night at Eden’s, filled with club guests and staff.

None of that matters. I wrap my legs around her as I kiss her neck and squeeze her butt in my hands. Everything I told myself before was a lie because the truth is that I want this. I want Lara.

I can’t keep my hands off her.

Jamie

We’re back at my house and making out before we even reach the front door. Shelly is going to be pissed that I left the club, and I’ll never hear the end of it, but it’s my place, and Lara’s seduction in my office was going too far for us to stay.

Our hands and arms grope each other wildly as we stumble up the front drive. We both nearly trip on the front steps in the darkness. Lara flips her head back and laughs. The sound is intoxicating and I feel the rush of it in my groin, making me stiffen. I shake my head.

She cocks her head. “What?”

“You’re so fucking beautiful.”

I kiss her before she can argue, shoving my key into the door lock, and together, we tumble into the foyer.

I can’t wait, and I don’t have enough hands to turn on the lights before my fingers are under her shirt, unhooking her bra. I hurriedly unhook the buttons from her blouse, and tug down on the front of her bra, freeing her breasts. I lean forward to wrap my lips around her nipple. She lets out a low moan as she tangles her fingers into my hair.

“Stop,” she says. “Come with me.” She takes my hand and turns up the stairs. I follow her, since she isn’t giving me a choice.

Lara

I lead Jamie up the stairs. At the top of the stairs, I scan the hallway, looking for the master bedroom. The huge double doors at the end of the hall show me the way.

I pull Jamie into the bedroom, and straight to the bed in the center of the room, giving him a push backward. “Lie down.”

Jamie collapses onto the bed and stretches out as I reach behind myself and take out the bundle of zip ties I had stashed in my shirt before I left Eden’s. His eyes widen when he sees the large white plastic strips in my hand.

“Lara, what…”

“Trust me,” I whisper, before issuing my command. “Put your hands back over your head.”

“I had no idea you were into—”

“Shh… quiet. Now do as I said.” He slides his hands up toward the headboard. I reach down and wrap one of the plastic strips around one of the finials. I slip his hand into place and zip the tie around it, pulling it just tight enough to make him powerless to escape. I want this. Ineedthis, so I leave it loose enough to not be painful. I repeat the same with his other hand.

“Lara, what are you…”

“I’m going to give you what I know you’ve always wanted. Now, be still,” I tell him as I wrap two more plastic strips around the frame at the foot of the bed, one on each side. The zip ties make their familiar zipping sound as I wrap them around his ankles and tug them snug to the skin.

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