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The bed shifts as Ty rolls to the edge of the bed and slides open the drawer of the nightstand. He reaches in and pulls out a tiny package from the nightstand and tears it open.

“Best to be safe,” he says, holding up for me to see what must be a condom. Not that I’ve ever seen one in person, but everybody knows what they are.

“Yes, definitely,” I chuckle, with a hitch in my voice. “Best to be safe.” Wow. Is this actually safe? I want him so badly, but tonight was supposed to go much differently than this. I recall the conversation with Pauline:The safety net, she said. But then there werethe argumentswith her boyfriend. And what about school? And Cole? And Pauline again:What’s the point? Life is for living, she had said. And then there’s Mom:Remember to take time for yourself.

“Ready?” Tyson breaks my thoughts in the nick of time.

“Yes,” I answer.

He fidgets around with the condom and unrolls it over his firm erection until the ring of it is down near the base. He’s so thick the condom looks like it hurts, but he doesn’t complain.

He crawls back onto the bed, looking in my eyes as if asking for permission without daring to use the words. Probably in case I might change my mind. I invite him to me with my look, and he gently straddles my outstretched legs as I lie backward onto the bed.

He positions himself between my legs and kisses me on the neck as I feel the pressure of him at my entrance. The tip of him feels so good when it touches my button, but I tense up as he pushes himself slowly between my lips. The pressure feels good, but it hurts too. I bury my face against his chest to keep from crying out.

“Are you okay?” He stops moving, leaving himself where he is inside while I adjust to the size of him.

“Uh huh,” I nod rapidly, unable to speak.

“I can stop if you want,” he says, looking into my eyes.

Those are the words I needed to hear to help me relax, “No. I’m okay,” I relax into it, inhaling a deep breath and letting it out slowly as he presses himself deeper inside me.

He kisses me behind my ear and his fingers come to my breast. He teases and gently tugs my nipple as he slowly gives me more of his length until I feel his pelvis meet mine. His mouth meets mine, and he slides himself part way out. It feels so good I let out a moan.

He slides himself back in, and this time there is no pain. Only a rising physical pleasure like I’ve never experienced before. I push my hips upward toward him as he pushes himself inside me. As he slides himself out again, a shock of electricity jumps from my loins and explodes through my body. Unable to control myself, I dig my nails into his back, tugging him into me.

“Aghh… Ty…” I moan. “It’s soo… good.”

My breath becomes heavy as he thrusts himself deep inside me, then out again. I rock myself toward him as he thrusts himself deeper as the pace quickens with each thrust. As if our bodies are in natural harmony, he takes the cue and increases his thrusts as I increase mine while we explore each other’s bodies with our hands.“Fuck, you make me feel so good, Jordan.” His voice is thick with pleasure, and I can’t form words at all, as he moves a hand between our hips to rub my clit, thrusting himself inside me. Our thrusts get faster and harder, drops of sweat falling from his nose, landing on my chest to mingle with mine. He pumps faster as I slam myself forward into him, and the slapping sound of his balls slamming against my butt with each thrust makes me wild. My insides clench against his thick erection, my body trembles, and my wetness gushes as he thrusts harder, faster, driving himself inside me again and again. I throw my legs backward to let him go deeper, and I wrap them around his waist urging him on until I explode in an uncontrollable orgasm. I feel his thickness pulsating inside me as I come, and even with the condom between us, I know he is coming with me.

He collapses on top of me for a moment, then slowly thrusts himself in and out of me three more times as his body shudders, squeezing out the last drops of himself into the condom. He falls to his side, staying inside me and rolling me onto my side facing him.

“Still okay?” he asks when he can speak again.

“More than.” I curl up against him and he wraps his arms around me, kissing me all over.

Jordan

I don’t know what time it is, but my legs are jelly and my body is soaked with sweat. I’ve lost track of how many times he’s made me come with his fingers and his mouth. My head is on Tyson’s chest as he traces circles with his fingers on my back. He kisses my forehead. I want to tell him it’s better than anything I have ever fantasized about, but words are still a distant thing. For now, I’m content to hold him.

Until FaerieBeast’s bark from downstairs throws me into full alert, followed by the sound of the front door confirming my worst dread.

“Ty? I’m home!” Shit. It’s Cole.

Shame washes over me like a firehose. Here I am basking in the post-sex betrayal glow of my best friend, who is now coming home from a hard sixteen hour work day. Oh my God, how could I be so selfish? This is exactly what I came here tonightto avoid. How stupid am I? No matter what Tyson is to me, he and Cole are already rivals without me. And to make it worse, Cole doesn’t even have a clue there’s anything going on between us. Let alonethisthing.

“Stay here and I’ll talk to him,” Tyson says, untangling himself from me. “After I explain everything to him, I’ll come up and get you.”

The gesture warms me, but I can’t let him do that. “No, this is my problem.” I roll off the bed and pull on my clothes.

“What are you going to tell him?” Tyson pulls on his jeans, his face wrinkled with worry.

Dressed, I cross the space between us and kiss him softly. “I don’t think anything, not yet. I’m just going to go. I’m sorry.”

Before he can protest, I hurry down the stairs. My stomach flips when I see Cole at the bottom, his eyes darting from me to Tyson standing shirtless behind me on the stairs. Tears prickle in my eyes at the confusion in Cole’s face.

“I’m sorry, I can’t.” I brush past Cole and out the door, into the cold, snowy darkness.

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